�I am enough of an artist to draw freely upon my imagination. Imagination is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Imagination encircles the world.� - Albert Einstein
I keep getting back on there to see if its any less pack full of assholes...and I'm always sorely disappointed.
"Derp, herp, I wear black and have dark hair and wear to much eyeliner, I'm SO goth! You don't listen to goth music? GTFO! ...Who's Peter Murphy? ...no I've never heard of The Cure, they sound dumb, hur hur."
Walk into "Quick Lanes" with a spiked choker, black lipstick, other suck attire. With a few people in tripp pants and other beautiful spikey wear. Place is really loud, instant silence, half the place turns to stare, then go back to game, but whisper and frantically look over. Guy who owns the place puts us two lanes over from everyone else. Pretty damn funny.
In the last couple of months I've moved, gotten a new job, and my fiance has moved 1,083 miles away. So far, I've been handling it like a pro, just keeping myself to busy to think about much. Today I crashed. I barley get to talk to my fiancee anymore, and when I do, he's to busy. My job is pissing me the F*ck off. I'm a hard worker, I LIKE working, now all I can think about is quitting. That, or just going into the store with my grandpa's Thompson and wiping out the lot. I miss my old job, I miss my apartment, and I can't stand being back home, in this town. I really needed to talk to my fiancee tonight, so badly, and he was at a party and practically hung up on me. He's been gone two months, and I've only called him upset ONE other time. He couldn't take the time to even talk to me longer then two minutes.
I don't know, I don't mean to come here and complain, and I doubt if anyone will read this. I just feel like shit, I wish I had someone to talk to and hang out with. I use to have a ton of online friends, now I don't even know how to get a hold of most of them. Idk...feel like I'm three steps away from a break down... So, until that happens, I'm going to watch Lost Girl and just try to zone out. Get out of my head for a bit.
