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Painting_Stitches's Journal
...oi...
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Cheers~
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December 02, 2008, 01:12:pm
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Heading to Oklahoma.
Panicing.
This is not going to turn out well.
if you need me, text me.
if not, oh well.
See you Friday evening.
Mood: Anxious
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Changes.
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November 30, 2008, 10:35:am
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Well, it seems changes are biting at my heels.
I have offers to move to California and to Maryland.
One of my best friends via MySpace/text messaging said to me the other day that I disappointed him because "[I] give up so easily. [I] let [myself] get stuck in these shitty situations because [I] think [I] can't change things, but [I'm] actually just afraid to take a chance."
He's the one who said that he has an extra room in his apartment.
He said that there's a person looking at the room today but if they pass it up, it's mine for the taking. It's on a small street near a lake, basically in the center of the town and is only 520 a month (utilities included). Also, since it's ski season, it'd be really easy for me to find a job. I'd have to make the decision sometime this week though...
My boyfriend wants me to move to Maryland while he's in A.I.T. (Advanced Individual Training - Army). He'll be living on base and maybe getting to visit me on weekends or a week night if his grades, preformance and all that are good. I'd be living all by myself but if it can work out, he'd be paying for my apartment, etc.. I don't know where I'd live, where I'd be, how easy it'd be to get a job, etc.
What does everyone think?
Should I stay home?
Should I move to California or Maryland?
Should I move someplace else? (with you? *nudge wink*)
Let me know...I have no idea what to do.
Mood: Sick and Nervous
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First Real Snow
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November 17, 2008, 10:33:pm
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Today was our first real snow of the season.
It's finally sticking to the ground.
Completely amazing.
I love it when it snows.
Mood: Peaceful
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Ugh.
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November 12, 2008, 10:24:pm
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There's a knot in my stomach and I feel like I'm going to cry.
So confused.
It's a horrible day to have these feelings.
Just like any other day.
Yes.
This entry was slightly emo.
It happens to the best of us.
Sorry.
Mood: confused, disheartened.
Music: Nothing.
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Identity Question.
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November 06, 2008, 08:28:pm
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First of all:
No. I am not racist.
Question:
Why are people still calling themselves African-Americans?
O_o Am I a European-American?
Why aren't I?
My great-grandparents weren't American...
My great-grandfather immigrated from Austria-Hungary during World War I.
I'm sure that most "African"-Americans have had a longer history in this country than me.
Why do I call myself "American" and not "European-American" while others refer to themselves as "African" or "Mexican" or "Chinese" or "whatever"-Americans...?
Mood: Curious, Confused.
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