well i have and i just did like a min ago so i look over at where my fish resides and shes just sitting there staring hard core like at me its so odd like i had some dubstep on and he just looks at me!! i turned it off he turned than i put it back on looked over again and BOOM his little fishy eyes RIGHT THERE idk if he likes it or is trying to jedi kill me Mood: creeped out with a sprinkle of depression Music: Lights ~ Ellie Goulding
Okay I get they have a one year old and that's the only kid around them but when I fucking come home talk to me like the fucking 20 year old I am or don't say shit to me its been that way before you fucked up and had another kid don't fucking come in my room and yell for the Hell of it cuz "babys are loud" she can use her out side voice but if you walk in fucking stop leave that shit at my door be loud where ever you want in the house but my room and don't fucking ask me why I gave you a dirty ass look when the baby is asleep and you don't know how to talk to me like your and adult clearly I'm almost out of college and you should know your own fucking daughter enough to know what makes her mad since you always call me a "bitch" ever think your the fucking problem so next time I go off on you cuz I had to deal with your bull shit ill make sure you know Mood: fucking pissed
literally iv been back on campus all of what 7 hours and im going fucking mad when i was home i had shit to do i say my boyfriend every night after work even if we didnt do anything i was having fun this shit is fucking gay what do i do here nothing at all i cant even get a part time here and my classes fucked my plans to go home to entertain my self there aint shit on tv its to fucking cold for me to go on my walks i want to be at home with my friends and my job i cant wait till this is over with
why the fuck cant i be strong anymore why the fuck do i break in to tears every fucking time i thing about you this is fucking killing me i cant breath i cant fucking think why cant i call you mine and know when i come home i can lay in your arms i cant feel anything but pain im fucking breaking down im fucking falling to pieces every time i see anything to do with you all i want to do is fucking fall on the floor Mood: lonly deprest and witherd Music: my thoughts
I've never felt so sober I've never felt the low that I feel tonight Your words made everything drag on, and on I finally found her, and when I did I just couldn't make things right Is this really happening, oh god I think I just ruined my life
What the fuck am I doing? I can't tell the difference from wrong and right I second guess my decisions cause I haven't been this person in my whole life I think I need something new here When I keep longing for what I had No need for second opinions I do the best I can to ruin what I have come on
Don't think you've got to go in alone here I've got nothing left to hide your dying just make up your mind
I thought this was what you wanted Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right) I thought this was what you wanted Someone to put you first in their life Cause we're running out of time
Let's have three cheers for the new year Hey, Hey, Hey Here's to hoping it's not as bad This wasn't part of my vision The optimist in me, swore we could make this last but no You ruined my favorite records I listen to them then I think of you I just hope you remember All of the countless times that I believed in you, for what?
Don't think you've got to go in alone here I've got nothing left to hide Your time, just make up your mind
I thought this was what you wanted Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right) I thought this was what you wanted Someone to put you first in their life Cause we're running out of time
Just know that it kills me When I hear anything to do with you If you don't see it, but believe me I need to be right where you are And you know that I'm leaving, leaving And you won't hear until a year from now But this kills me. Cause now I hate that everything, everything's about you
I thought this was what you wanted Someone who gets everything right (Gets everything right) I thought this was what you wanted Someone to put you first in their life Cause we're running out of time
Don't think you've got to go in alone here I've got nothing left to hide Your time, just make up your mind Mood: sad Music: Out Of Time ~ A Day To Remember
