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tornado chasing
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June 12, 2008, 06:54:pm
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go here now if your online!
http://www.tornadovideos.net/index.cfm/do/s.livetracker
Mood: exstatic
Music: where ever i may roam - metallica
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trust
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February 19, 2008, 03:25:am
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havent really made a journal entry in a while. i just forgot it was there kinda. didnt really care enough to use it. but now im bored. so here i am. typing for all to see. i watched 'history of the joke' which considerably lightened my mood then usual.
im trying to get a job. lookin for apps to fill out. problem is I cant go get them. im forced to rely on others, yet again, to help me get me out into the real world. its fustrating and depressing.
The band? the Paranormal investigation stuff? most likely never going to happen.
then theres the subject of the few real friends i have. the ones who talk to me when ever they get the chance. like REAL friends should. ive had way too many people simply stop talking to me for ... i dont even care anymore. which in turn lead me to do the same to a lot of my friends because i was too busy feeling sorry for myself. its been a vicious cycle that like this going on for over a year and a half. my trust in people is easily shakin. of the many people ive met in the last 2-3 years. only a VERY few people, maybe 3 ... i can consider honest, close friends. people id take a bullet for. everyone else has given me no reason to care. and in turn, i have treated them with the same level of respect.
just putting thoughts to paper.
Mood: brooding
Music: staind
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