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Nanumi_Takahashi's Journal
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Life In General ++ Friends
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September 20, 2008, 04:25:pm
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A tout mes amis;
Arigatto!
Sin; You've been there so much for me. We have a laugh, and a bitch, and we can come sunny-side up forever if we just stick through it all. I love you so much.
Beff; Well, you're mine and Sins shrink and advisor pretty much. You're calm, level headed and an amazing artist.
Life's good at the mo.
GCSEs are a load of crap; they're so easy!
I can even do Maths!
Me and Jimmi are falling apart (If Livv reads this I know she'll be grinning)
And I think i'm falling for Andy.
Darn. Guys. Pfft.
Mood: Awesome!
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August 13, 2008, 02:05:pm
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"My confidence is offically shattered.
I have had enough of my mother constantly putting me down.
"[Name Witheld] you have a double chin"
"[Name Witheld] you need to loose weight"
"[Name Witheld] you look like a scruffy hobo"
and then people have ago at me because when i get compliments i deny them. Well i'm gonna deny then when at home all i get is insulted.
hmm.."
LOLZ!!!
MEGALOLZ!
Her mum's right, oh dearie me!
Well, at least me and Jimmi know we weren't on our own in thinking this.
Gosh, I can't believe some of the crap this "hobo" comes out with.
Of course, no name's mentioned here.
Makes me laugh :')
Ok, so far this holiday has been an overall sucess. Minus the almost-arrest of course.
I miss Wooley! And Jesus! And I can't text because there's no signal in this little village, so i'm strandedwithout similar-age-groupish contact...but with great food and loads of stuff to do.
Ah well, i'll live.
Made Wooley a stained glass window thingymabob. Hope he likes it, took me flaming HOURS to finish. It's a psychadelic owl.
Oh, also, there was his cool cafe me and li'l bro went to, the had plain pots and ornaments and shizz, made of plaster, and you could paint them. We did a lovely little dragon, and called him baby Blue.
Problem is, he's green...it was li'l bros' idea, naturally, to name him that. x]
The 'rent is coming to collect us today...or rather, he's arriving today and we're leaving tomorrow, I think. I can't wait to see everyone. It's so lovely here, but I miss home something awful.
I've got to go now, it's tea time.
Loves
xxxxxxxxxx
Mood: Content
Music: The Beatles-sgt peppers
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In Wonderland
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July 11, 2008, 11:04:am
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I'm doing alright again, i'm safe.
No-one's going to find out what hurts me most, or why I keep waking up in the dark, gasping for breath.
Even I don't know.
all I know is that i'm doing ok, the mask isn't slipping.
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Seth
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May 24, 2008, 04:29:pm
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Looking back through the emails, it occurred to me how much I did actually love him.
Yikes.
But it's in the past now, and after the weekend before last, I can honestly say that with full...well, almost full, meaning.
He's a poser, a narcissistic prick and a man-whore.
So why is he on my mind so much lately??!
His eyes, his smile, his voice...he was singing Nirvana and I melted. I was singing too, but softly, hidden so he didn't see me.
And it tied me in knots again.
I always fall for pricks.
Damn.
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In ICT
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March 10, 2008, 10:47:am
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Right. A few things have occurred to me lately;
I am a ditz in love.
Nothing will change that.
And the fact that he still loves/hates her bugs me.
The love/hate thing is hard to explain. The one peson I was in love with I also hated beyond all measure.
I still do, to a certain extent, do both.
Ah, but I do indeed love Jimmi, and the more I figure it, the more pissed off it gets me. I'm bad at loving unconditionally, and helping out once I get emotionally involved.
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