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City Mourgue, You stab 'em, We slab 'em

geeze....

May 24, 2012, 04:50:pm

It's 1:47pm

And I just barely woke up...

facepalm

The last 3 or 4 days ive been walking through town in the heat

applying for jobs.

my dress shoes are almost worn out.
:/

I gotta keep trying though!

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Bi Party Thursday afternoon

May 19, 2012, 01:03:am

I played with my regular playmate Joe again...

Sad to say the cute 20 year old from the last Saturday party didn't show up.

that's alright, despite being sexually starved,
I didn't feel like playing like I normally do.

I dunno I guess I'm just at that point where the loneliness is
sinking in, and I miss having the companionship, more than the sex.
I'm not saying that sex was the most important part of my relationships,
but it was nice.

I still refuse to do long distance relationships,
but the dates I've tried going on lately have been really lousy.

Ever feel like you're crouching in a crowded room and the walls are slowly
being pushed in?

I'm starting to feel that way.

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drunk journal entry ftfw

May 15, 2012, 05:16:am

First of all,

I'm not even close to sloshed

but I just wanted to say

If you are purposely trying to piss me off,

just ignore/delete me.

Fucking kids and the god damn drama they try to suck people into.

It totally irks me.

I refuse to turn into some paranoid jealous cunt for the sake of some twatwaffle
trying to get a reaction out of me.

It's the fucking internet, DON'T YOU GET IT?
lol

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Mothers day

May 14, 2012, 03:12:am

The only people I wished mothers day to...

Was everyone on my friend's list here on VF.

I wanted to say it to my own mother,
but she hasn't attempted to give a shit about me in the last 6 years.

She doesnt say hi
doesnt try to keep conversation with me...

Hell she even forgot when my birthday was.

SHE GAVE BIRTH TO ME!

facepalm

And grandma has most definitely kicked me out.

I'm lucky I have such amazing friends to help me when I have no place to go.

My Friend Tammi,
She and her mom adore me,

so much so that they actually invited me to
Mother's day brunch with the rest of the kids.
(mind you, I was the youngest attendee.)

I couldn't help but cry.
Here I was, not even blood related, and Tammi's mom treats me more
like family than my own mother.

It feels nice to be appreciated in that sense.

okay no more gushy lovey "I spill my guts out to you guys"
moments... haha

Sooo, To all of you beautiful mothers out there,
I hope your day was special, and memorable.

gooby

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That's it...

May 13, 2012, 05:22:am

I have decided that I have no reason to stay here in the States.

Despite the thought of leaving my closest friends,
I just have no real ties here.

In the next year, I shall be saving,
and depending on what may happen,
I'll either find myself either in the UK or in Australia.

unless someone has another suggestion? gooby

I just cannot honestly stand living where I am not wanted.

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