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MrsTerriCow's Journal
MrsCow's Journal
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Just something I wrote - Dunno where the hell it came from :0
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June 26, 2008, 02:51:pm
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Far away when yoo were calling
Will be the last time I hear yoor voice
The drink has made me colder
The life has made me older
But it will never be what I want
All the reality I see before me
Just disappear when I think of yoor pretty face
But it's all gone...
So close yoo are baby
But too far for me to touch
I need yoo here huni
It's killing me so much
So close yoo are baby
But too far for me to touch
I need yoo here huni
I love yoo so much
Just stay with me tonight
For that one last time
This life is overrated
It's turning into a graceful suicide
So close yoo are baby
But so fuckin far away yoo are
I need yoo here huni
I'm dying inside
Everytime I close my eyes
And everytime I dream of yoo
It gets harder everyday
I didn't even get to say goodbye
And everytime we've loved
And everytime we've lost
It's hard for me to do this but it wont take away my love
It just wont take away my love for yoo
So close yoo are baby
But too far for me to touch
I need yoo here huni
It's killing me so much
So close yoo are baby
But too far for me to touch
I need yoo here huni
I love yoo so much
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Hate's Just Another Form Of Love
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June 26, 2008, 02:39:pm
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His eyes glistened
Despite the fact he hates me anyway
Fell down at the last hurdle once more
Broken. Smashed again and again
I don't see you laughing
The murderous tone of voice says it all
Lost the sanity
The life, the love.
I don't know how to fix it tonight
Please just don't leave me behind
Yoor still running
Yoor still hiding
Something's killing yoo inside
I feel alone. empty
Take a picture of my face
There's noone at home anymore
No soul behind my eyes
Yoor my drug
My Ecstasy
Yoo make me feel alive again
I don't know how to fix it tonight
Please just don't leave me behind
Yoor still running
Yoor still hiding
Something's killing yoo inside
He knows who I am
What I've become
What I've done
But in the end it's yoo who made me who I am
Tainted love drips from yoor lips
Every kiss makes me toxic
I'm just a flawed design
I don't know how to fix it tonight
Please just don't leave me behind
Yoor still running
Yoor still hiding
Something's killing yoo inside
Yoo cut me open and i bleed lies.
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I don't know
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June 09, 2008, 06:06:pm
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Everyone wants a hand to hold
Everyone needs someone to care
But what would yoo do
What would yoo feel if I wasnt even there
Would yoo drop to yoor knees
Would yoo cry out for me
Will yoo whisper my name
Or just let it be
Sitting alone forever
Just waiting for my smile
I'm yoor jigsaw puzzle
Yoor missing mahjong tile
Just know when yoo wake in the morning
With lost thoughts of bliss
It wont be my voice
That yoo surly miss
A bird with out flight
Lost with out a kiss
Everyone wants that special feeling
So how did it come to this
Why are yoo praying for this
Yoo just let it go
Everyone wants to see me fall
And all I want is for yoo to know
Yoo'l never be alone
I can replace that smile back on yoor face
When no one else can and yoo've lost all hope
I can't help but cave to your warm embrace
A soft touch glides from my cheek to my lips
Yoor warm touch leaves a mark
Burning always and forever
In my lonely heart...
Mood: Don't know
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Giving Up On Yoo
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April 05, 2008, 03:07:pm
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Stood fixated in the cold,
Rain dropping on my head.
"I'm leaving yoo tonight"
He took one look and said.
He walked away without sound,
Not expecting my heart to tear.
I gave him my love, my dreams,
But he didn't care.
I'm standing,
In the pouring rain,
Just waiting,
Just wishing,
For that hope to come again.
Dont wanna leave,
Dont wanna love.
It's crashed all down beside me
No strength to guide my way, its tough.
Soaked wet through skin,
Right down to the bone.
Eyes shut just waiting to crumble,
Standing on my own.
Nowhere to go,
Nowhere is home,
Maybe i'm better off,
Just being alone.
Just one thing,
He shot me dead.
Without a secong look,
No glance back,
He didn't give a fuck.
God i dont even know what to do
I'm sat here in tears
im fuckin sick to death ¬¬
and not only because of that
other things too
this year has been overall
FUCKINCRAP
thank yoo and goodnight.
Mood: ...
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Vampires
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March 28, 2008, 05:54:pm
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Slowly but surly a shadow
Flickers on the wall
It breathes darkness
Yet has no heartbeat at all
Lust for the blood
Running through your veins
Unleashed insanity can't be controlled
It has no reigns
Yoor blood surge
Is as loud as a bang
As yearning takes over
In the shape of a fang
Helpless and uknown
to what lies ahead
Expect to keep yoor wits abot yoo
Or Yoo'll wind up dead
Eye sight cuts the dark
Just like a blade
Hunger scrapes within
Just how they are made
Screaming in pain
Yoor soundless voice echoes
In yoor mind only
Reaching from yoor fingers to yoor toes
A mighty attack
Fatal to the body
Sinking into the youthful flesh
Who's there to help?
Nobody
Mood: Happy<3
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This is old but its my favourite that i've wrote
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March 26, 2008, 06:18:pm
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His fate was done
He cannot run
Right before his very eyes
Came a most beautiful surprise
She stood before him
Gleaming like gold
Without warning
A tale she told
“When time was ended,
And heavens called,
We patiently waited
Souls enthralled,
Time has lapsed
And thou wasn’t there,
To another but one
You didn’t care,
We trespassed your mind
It was another place,
Dreams, darkness and spirit
Occurred about your face,
We didn’t want to take you
But we had no choice,
Life vanished from your eyes
As did the song of your voice,
We lead you away
From the one you cherish,
You resisted fate
So you had to perish,
Amongst us now
You boldly stand
With nothing but her last tear
Clasped in your hand,
We forgive your sin
Hold your breath,
No one not even you
Can cheat death”
The glowing mystery
Ended her speech
Life was drained out of him
Like blood sucked by a leech
“I only wanted to spend my time
In the arms of another,
My one true love
I swear no other.”
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Something I Made Up
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March 26, 2008, 05:44:pm
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Rush of blood surges down her veins once more
To the light of day where it shines so bright
Curdling scream swelled with fear as she hits the floor
Just an angels breath crawl up your spine to guide the light
Drowning in the lies, the fears of today
She's crying laying on the floor
dying.
the words in your head
suffocate your lungs
stopped dead in your tracks no more steps to tread
She wants the end. No more nightmares
Just to be held tight, no pain... No worries, no cares
To feel secure
She doesn’t want to be hurting
Anymore…
Fold away your broken wings
Step into the light
Hold up her broken body
Don’t give up the fight
She's still breathing as blood weaves away
She's praying for her life
for the light of day.
endless rapture you leave a last burning kiss
On the face of grace
The face of bliss
She yearns one last time as she claws at yoor feet
Yoo just dont care what happens next
the hell she'l meet
Stepping back into the shadows
the home where yoo belong
with nothing but the devils cry
and her sad
dead
song.
Mood: Appathetic (i've never used that word in my life)
Music: sound of my brain
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