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Life Is Pain....
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January 25, 2008, 12:32:am
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Well its only midnight and my fair share of depression is kicking in once more.....you know its one thing that i dont understand is why are some people meant to have a great life and happy life and some are meant to have a hard and depressive life...why is life so hard?you know these questions can forever go unsolved...and to be honest i feel more and more fucked up than i already am....feeling alone and trapped inside this mind warfare that im having.....I have anxiety which really sucks...and i can never get to sleep.....sometimes i wish that i actually had wings....so that i can actually fly away.....forget about life...forget about problems..just get away from everything....if everyone had wings the skies would be full every fuckign day...more and more i notice that the rich get mroe rich..and the poor get more poorer.....its all a matter of annihilating the human race..without holdign any bounds.....and feeling alone with nothing or no one to hold or talk to doesnt help at all...its these feelings that make me feel like im being stabbed slowly....more and more.....i drift away........ ~Morbid
Mood: Depressed/Suicidal/loneliness
Music: Secretly In Pain:Ciel Blanc
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