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Monica_Murder's Journal
| I'm Not BulletProof |
I'm going to post mostly poems in here. Now if you feel the need to take my shit, just know that I have copywright on my shit. And I will fucking sue you. KkThanks
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How I Feel Right Fuckin Now
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August 06, 2008, 10:19:pm
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I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
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August 03, 2008, 11:23:pm
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Can you forgive me again?
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you
I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurt so much to hurt you
Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken
I'd give anything now
to kill those words for you
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry
I never meant to hurt you
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In her own dark corner, lonely she sits
Depression weaving through her body with each sticht
She's not made of anything special or fake
She has her heart on her sleeve and makes mistakes
But you didnt care, you took her broken
Said the words that were left unspoken
You didnt care that she wasnt a pretty little thing
Because she said she loved you with meaning
And she did, and she always will
But something inside her just wont fill
She's emoty, lonely, and crying
You left her in the corner and she wants to know why
At one time you wanted her instead of left her to fall
You needed her as she needs you, this broken little rag doll
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Why?
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July 23, 2008, 11:05:pm
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Must people ignore me and not pay attention to me?
Ugh...
Just fucking say something
Hurt my fucking feelings
And get it over with already!
PLZ!
Mood: depressed
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