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MoNtYsBiTcH's Journal
New Beginings
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What The fuck
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November 29, 2008, 03:25:am
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OMG!
I can't even believe that I did that..
I really need to start sleeping at night,
I just woke up at midnight,
And I've been sleeping since noon yesturday!!
That is so uncool.
I can't do this anymore,
This is like the most unhealthy thing I can do to my body,
And the worst part is,
Doing this fucks with my attitude and well being..
I don't want to be bitchy to anyone all the time..
xxx
Mood: Displeased
Music: Some coldplay bio on tv
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Update
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November 26, 2008, 09:23:am
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Everything is so crazy right now... sheesh!
This is soooo uncool, it's not even funny.
Why can't things be more simple?
I mean sometimes I wish I could just vanish into the night, never to be seen again..
Even then I don't think this would all stop 
I don't know, maybe things will get better..
I mean, it's not as if everything is horrid, it's just all the important stuff, that's the worst part..
But I think that if I'm meant to be happy and stress free then I will be,
If not, I will have to learn how to deal.
Anywho, it's seven in the morning and my sleeping schedual is still all effed up,
So once again, I haven't slept yet, but I think that if I don't nap this time,
And that if I get some severely needed things done,
Hopefully I will sleep tonight and be back on track. 
Until then, I will keep busy so I wont be bored, and hopefully have people to talk to..
Besides everything that I wish would go away,
I've been just lovely.
I've been getting organized and figuring out what I want and need in life and working towards my goals.
Yep, and I even made some new friends along the way.. (and some enemies)
But I think that everything will be okay.
xxx
Mood: Contemplative
Music: none
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♥
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October 15, 2008, 04:05:am
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Haii everybody!!
I realize I've been away for awhile, I'm sorry.
Things have been so hectic lately...
I'm so excited!! I will be leaving on the 22nd for my photoshoot with REVAMPED MODELING.
I'll be back on the 25th, 4 days before my birthday..
I want to post the photos of me after the photoshoot,
So I'm hoping that you all will leave me lots of preety comments.
Anyways, it's 2am, and I have to go to school at 8am, so I am saying hello and goodbye for now...
xxx
Mood: content
Music: lupe fiasco
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Currently
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September 20, 2008, 04:55:am
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So I just got out of the shower...
Still bored as fuck, Im feeling much better.
I need something to do,
But what could that be..
Its almost 3am and Im not at all tired...
Somebody talk to me??
Mood: Refreshed
Music: none
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Random Thought of the day
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September 15, 2008, 08:31:am
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With each day comes a new night
With more sorrow comes more freight
Shadows consume the darkness
At the end of the road I see a light
Swallow my soul...
Mood: blank
Music: none
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