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MisplacedConfidence's Journal
Its A Tragedy When You Think About IT.
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Here I sit in this hell where I dwell where everything is well, hell.
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November 05, 2008, 05:31:pm
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Im sitting here watching a tv show called 15 most shocking acts of violence, and they are talking about how they believe that when a person is mentally unstable that they need to act immediatly. But where exactly is the line where a person is stable and unstable? is it not a question of character? Who is to say that a person is insane by todays standards? Why cant they be normal by tomorow's standards? Its astonishing to think that there are so many people in this world both past and present that have been prosocuted for being unstable, that by any means could have been just ahead of their time or perhaps looking at things in a different point of view.
What is even more shocking is the number of people that are in the wrong and nothing has happened to them. Take the case of Sophie Lancaster, a 20 year old goth, who was beaten to death by a bunch of kids who related to the "Chav" (What ever that is) clique. Now this may sound off subject, but it really isnt... I bring this up because the fact that just a coupple of days ago two of the murderers sentances were reduced due to their age. Now call me crazy but when you loose your mind to the point where you kill some one because of their style, you probably shouldnt be rewarded by a reduced sentance... (Not only that... as if they didnt get life in prison for murder)... These are the few that I would have to say are the criminaly insane, not necessarily the kids (we know something was fucked up with them) But im talking the judge who thought it was a good idea to put these murdering people back on the streets earlier then they had previously said.
Even further into this is why wasnt Charles Manson released earlier? He didnt even touch any one. Yet the people who brutally murderd an innocent women and attempted killing her boyfriend are going to be set free before the durration of 20 years. They dont even spend the ammount of time in jail that their victim was alive. That is truly SICK.
Mood: Sickened
Music: Racing thoughts... can I get a reduced sentance for my age?
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Sick Realization
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October 24, 2008, 10:29:pm
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Thats right now I too can say that Ive had the pleasure of having my heart smashed into a million pieces. Ive seen the truth. I know Ive been replaced, but why cant she just come out and say that there is some one more important then I am? Why does she have to make it so hard and most of all why couldnt she have been honest with me?
Mood: Heart Broken
Music: Ganja Babe
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October 20, 2008, 09:01:pm
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I dont know... lately it just seems like everything I do couldnt be a better request for life. Weather it be just chillin with my eustis boys, or sittin home smoking crazy pot... I dont know why, but It just isnt enough, life still feels pretty empty. I wish there were some one here for me.
Mood: Lonely
Music: Ganja Babe by Michael Franti & the Spearheads
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New World Order (make of it what you will)
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March 14, 2008, 11:16:pm
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Justify your hate with lovely intentions filling your hopes to the brim of disappointment... show me your brilliand colors painted into a smile, sliding over the filth of rotten teeth. Your hearts exploding as the reapers re-loading. Place your lips opn the barrel, my scared little girls, you live in a socialcidal society. Hiding its face in a dirty magazine discuized as a government text book.
Its a wonderful world in wich we live. Scarilegious demons of delighe passing your days into eternal night. we say were then and done, a life held hostage in a cell of water and dust. You want to go to heaven? You can hold the ultimet heaven in one hand and send hell over the moon.
What's on the menu for today? Killing altar boys as they pray. Hand made pew's begging for forgiveness what kind of crime did they commit? being damned to spend eternity as the kneeling post for sinners to beg for forgiveness.
Its funny how things work out for the better when you do things by the book. But stepping back who wrote the book and how did they get away with it if it was going against the already written book? That is... if there was actually a book in the first place to go against. And if so, who wrote that book? Who ever wrote that book must have gone by what some one elsr wrote about in another book, and so on and so on, Its a never ending cycle of books and or people going against the book to create a book to go by. So isnt it wrong for people to judge negatively against those who dont go by the book, and march to their own drum?
Its a psycosomatic world we live in full of anti-hope, anti-happiness anti-everything, and its time we change that. Stand up with your fist held high, start using your fist in place of your mouth, and when some one tells you that the pen is mighter then the sword... take their pen and stab them in the neck, agree with then and then leave them to die for using a tired old cliche'.
How can any one be expected to stand by as the world forms them? Easy, people have been letting it happen for so long that the world has become accustom to shaping its youth. REBEL! Shape the world, Don't sit there and criticize some ones work, go out and make yours better, Don't stand there while your teacher fills your head with regurgitated shit they learned from a book that was written ages ago by some one who went against the book. Take a stand for what is right. Choose your options. If its A, B, or C, go with seven.
Make your world what you want it to be. Justify their hate with bullets and fill their hopes with bleach... make them start over, if it meant as much to them as they thought then it will come back easily. Remember its a socialcidal society we live in. where the happy are reared and the content reign supreme, with their three story homes, lexus, ex-model mother, and of course the single boy and single girl children.
When this gets you down think of how that family actually is. Their home is a lease from the bank, their lexus is a rental, their mother is a pill-head their father is an alcoholic, the son is gay, and their daughter is an STD infested slut.
Say it with me. TAKE YOUR PERFECT WORLD, TAKE YOUR NOBEL PRIZE, TAKE YOUR AUTHORITY AND TAKE YOUR DREAMS OF A PERFEC WORLD AND GO TO HELL!
This is my world! These are my visions! This is my hope! and this is how its going to be! let the freaks reign down from the heavens! Forcing the content to cower in caves and burroughs like the filthy animals they are. This is my world now... Welcome to the new world Order.
Music: Watching Rocky Horror Picture Show
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There calling, its time to work, and sadly Ive got no ammo
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January 14, 2008, 06:16:pm
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Why cant people get over it? Its almost like they want to dance around the subject and say everything but what they want to be known.
They freak out and carry on until they feel better about themself and its all over nothing. They treat every one like shit because they didnt get what they want and to be quite honest its getting old. People need to realise that life isnt always going to happen the way they want it to be.
You know who you are Miss Sallynightmare, and you need to get over yourself. Treat me like shit and see what happens. You think life sucked when we werent around, wait untill were around and want nothing to do with you. Straighten out and stop being a bitch.
Mood: Annoyed
Music: Van Halen- Erruption
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