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MirthlessDoll's Journal
My Dysfunctional Life
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LA Guns Concert!
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August 07, 2008, 12:26:am
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I saw LA Guns at the House Of Guitars and they were great!
But not only did we see them, we hung out with them for an hour afterwards!
They are the coolest and nicest guys I've ever met!
I talked to Scotty for a while, and when he first saw me, he was like,
"Heyyyy... haven't we already met? Don't I know you from somewhere?"
And I remembered a few months earlier, he had messaged me on myspace,
so I was like, "Yeah we talked on myspace!!" But I felt so nerdy for saying that, lol.
So then me and my friend Haley hung out with them for a while
HEHEHEHEHEHE.... let's just say.... I have found my calling... being a groupie!
They're a little older than me, but OMG they are hot!
And tonight was amazing, I still can't believe it happened,
I just wanna track them down and be like, "NOOO don't leave!!!"
:P
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The End.
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July 28, 2008, 11:45:am
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It's over with Leo and I....
I had to break up with him
He had another girlfriend this entire time.
We're trying to stay friends
but one thing that really bugs me
is that he still tells me he loves me..
Every time he has to go, he'll say
"Bye, love you." And I'm just like, "Bye."
How dare he even utter those words to me anymore.
How could he break my heart like that
and then try to mend the broken pieces?
He messages me all the time now
and tells me to cheer up....
Isn't that a little hypocritical?
The person who has brought me all this pain
is now telling me to "cheer up, things will be ok" ??
Last night he told me he still loved me
and that I was still sexier than all the rest
and that he even loved me more than he loves his new girlfriend
Then WHY is he doing this to me if he loves me so much?
His new girlfriend is really ugly too
All of his friends have been telling him,
"Leo you just made a huge mistake."
Actually, one of his good friends is so nice,
he's really helping me out a lot right now
and we really like each other.
Leo was my best friend and I loved him so much.
Whereas I guess we're still close friends,
I cannot say I love him anymore.
Because if he really cared that much about me,
he wouldn't have done this to me.
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All's Well That Ends Well
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July 20, 2008, 11:52:pm
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Back together with my boyfriend.
Though I'm still slightly irritated that
he seems to have so many close friends that are girls...
it just wasn't worth it to lose him.
I mean... it's a fuckin long distance relationship
and at the moment, that's all I got.
Well, and the 5 or 6 other guys who like me.
HA. Not to brag or anything.
Leo's good friend and I got to chatting.
He ended up completely hitting on me
AND getting on his webcam and ummm
doin some XXX rated stuff if you know what I mean. Lol.
This was technically when Leo and I were "broken up."
For about the 5 minutes we were broken up, hahaha!
Leo's different.
He's never done anything like that.
If we got through this,
we can get through anything! =)
Music: Depeche Mode
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So This Is It.
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July 19, 2008, 09:49:am
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I'm single.
This is the fall
This is the long way down
and our lives look smaller now,
and our lives look so small...
I hate this.
I will never be happy.
And all I can fucking do
is bitch about it in a journal
and annoy all my friends with it.
Because there's nothing I can do to make myself happy.
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I Hate Men.
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July 18, 2008, 06:20:pm
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So I noticed some other girl on my boyfriend's top friends,
but her profile was private, so feeling a bit curious,
I made a fake myspace and added her on it.
I was sure I wouldn't find anything,
because afterall, he had always told me "I needed to trust him more."
But then guess what?
She's got a whole album of pictures
of the two of them kissing.
She has his as her number 1 friend on her top friends.
And her About Me section says, "I love my boyfriend Leo."
Oh its definitely over now.
I sent him a message saying,
"Hope you got what you wanted, have a nice life."
But he doesn't seem to be on.
And he's not answering his phone.
I can't get in touch with him.
He's probably fucking her.
But HEY! That's okay!
I got a million fucking other people I'd rather be dating!
Or maybe I'll give in to some of these chicks
that are constantly hitting on me.
Because I don't think I can handle men anymore.
I'm sorry, but everyone keeps saying "not all men are the same."
That's what every boyfriend I've ever had has said.
And then they go do something stupid like this?
Uhuh yeah.
You're all the same.
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