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MetalFucksMeHarder's Journal
In the head of Bucket
Dude...I fuckin rock
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My Love
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December 03, 2008, 06:33:pm
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I just feel like saying that life is at its best. And that is a fucking first. I have had a fucking ride. I mean fuckin a. The shit I have been through it's amazing that I finally have reached a good point in my life. And it seems like it is gonna stay this way.
Every day I wake up and roll over to look the love of my life in his eyes. And seeing the love and devotion in his eyes makes it even better.
Every single morning I get a "good morning beautiful" and a kiss. With a big happy smile that never fails to make my day.
The squeezes, the kisses, the wrestling around, the lovin, the everything. I mean fuck it's the life. It's the perfect life with the perfect guy. I really couldn't ask for anything better.
The way you take care of me when Im hurt and how you stick with me even though you know I will need help when I walk.
I love the way we are so connected. All the attention I get from you is just amazing.
How you take my pain away and give me whatever I need. How you constantly make me laugh! I love you so much! I cannot even explain what you have done for me. And how much you have changed me and made me a happier person.
The way you treat me is just unexplainable. It is just so amazing words can't describe. YOU just cannot be put into words either. You are a dream come true and that is the damn truth.
I love you so much baby! And never forget that. Cause we were just two lost souls swimmin in different fish bowls and fate brought us together. I fucking love you so fucking much! *screams! and runs to go give you a hug*
Babe thank you for all you have done for me. And thank you in advance for the millions of things you will keep doing for me. Until the day I die. Which won't be for a very long long time. *kisses* I love you!
Mood: Amazingly Fucking Happy (as always)
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Fucking Metal
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August 30, 2008, 06:48:pm
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Going to your show thinking about the pain. Ending up at the show in less pain. At the show I see you, I am happy. I kiss you goodluck and say a few words then I wait for you to play. Watching the other bands play and the crowd so hyped I am happy they will have energy for you. I stand where you are going to stand. With the biggest smile on my face I get ready for my God to rock the fuck out. With that look on his face he begins to play. I close my eyes and feel it. We look into eachothers eyes and he comes closer. He leans over and kisses my lips hard. He takes a step back and he starts bangin his head. All I can do is watch and smile. Watching him play in front of everyone is amazing. Eveyone goes crazy around me as I am getting pushed, punched, and kicked and time is just standing still. I cannot even feel the pain, it is just truly something special. Looking so bad ass on that stage he does not keep his eyes off of me. I feel fucking amazing. They are almost done and I don't want them to stop. But before they do, my metal God takes me by the hand, pulls me up on stage and kisses me for the remainder of the song. It felt so damn good I can't even explain...
Mood: butterflies
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Carnifex- Slit Wrist Savior
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August 08, 2008, 08:25:pm
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MOONINITES BITCHES!
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August 08, 2008, 07:12:am
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