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Luis's Journal
Diario de Luis
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ROKR
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December 02, 2008, 09:53:pm
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I finally bought a cell 
EM30 Moto ROKR
^_^
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Regular
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November 26, 2008, 09:11:am
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Anorexia/Bulimia & Most Rated Character
(and present time)
I know what's right, but sometimes I miss the wrong moments.
Let me start saying my height is 1,82m/6'00'', an according with that my weight should preferentially be 76 kg/167 lb.
I was a character here in Vampirefreaks, I didn't have a life but this one. And that character took me to the first page of the Most Rated Guys. When I used to made journal entries I received like 15 comments the first hour. Also, I considered deleting my pictures with 6 pages of comments because I thought people didn't like them (the favorites where those with 15 pages or more). Once again, I didn't have a life.
Three years ago I used to weight 52 kg/114 lb, I was in a constantly dizziness and hunger that I used to love. I was 25 kg/55 lb under my weight.
Right now I have a job, I believe I have a life, golds, I help to my dad and my family, I have a healthy complexion, healthy friendships (you know... for going to the cinema and sharing good moments instead of the friends I used to have which stayed with me all day, all days on bed watching tv and doing nothing more). And onn VF I have a regular account which I use a couple of hour a day max.
But why sometimes I'm missing those things?
Why I feel like wanting to be a character for you here on VF?
Why I feel like wanting to weight a lot less than the skinnest of the people around me?
I didn't think I was fat when I was skinny... It wasn't like the tv commercials or the dumb photomanipulations on the internet. I knew I was skinny and I loved that nobody could be as much as me. It was more related with the "self control" than the weight itself (I'm using quotes because I know I didn't have the control).
I loved when people made a cult against "Vampipe" on VF, I loved when I didn't have friends and I had my "Thank you, have a 10 back" on the ctrl+v of my computer for replying the 10 comments per hour I usually received from people I will never know or remember.
The thing is... I'm healthy, I have a life, I have money.... but I'm normal.
Why is that important for me that I'm considering paying the high price for that?... Because, for being what I was I would have to loss the health, the life and the money.
I mean, I wouldn't pay it, because I know what is right. But I miss it. *sigh*
Regular Guy.
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A feeeeeew years ago
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November 17, 2008, 09:54:am
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Me at school, from 4 to 14 years old ^_^
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Edith's Birthday
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November 09, 2008, 06:41:pm
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Edith's Birthday!!!!!!
She is the person I love the most!!!!!!! Congratulations Beautiful beautiful Edith!!!!!!
=oD
Edit from Edith:
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Happy Birthday Jasna
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November 08, 2008, 10:19:pm
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(click to see it bigger =oD)
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