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Present Day
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July 23, 2008, 06:51:pm
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Here I am again; stuck in this state of perpetual lonliness and dissatisfaction.
I suppose I should be used to it by now.
Content is the word I guess you could use for how I feel at this point in my life,
But I want more.
And at the same time I feel I need to stop kidding myself;
There is no perfect man,
waiting to help me build my castle in the sky and make my every day worth all of this bullshit.
There's no way to make every one around me happy
no way to get by without working my ass off.
I Need An Escape
To Be Rescued
I love me,
or at least I'm trying.
I'm getting better by the day,
trying to figure out what it is making me so insecure and needy.
And I love you, my friends
For making it easier.
For forcing me to look in the mirror and smile...
and see what maybe you all do.
=]
WANTED: ♥ ♥
Love
A MAN, not a boy to fit the role
Preferences: cute smile, sense of humor, good at hugging and kissing
Must be honest, loyal and sexy
Must love dogs
To apply,
Send me something that will make me smile,
and be yourself.
The One and Only,
MelissaRyan
Mood: Desirable
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