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Lilith_Forsaken_'s Journal
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IMPORTANT! to my loyal friends
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November 04, 2008, 10:13:pm
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Okay I will be gone for a while, Im leaving for a short time into a special sanctuary will I will be releasing myself form the physical, I really cant explain it much in words. I will miss talking to you incerdible people and you know who you are so I hope you get a smile in your face as you read this, knowing that I will miss you. Im putting my pants tight and up as Im going to walk in a path of my own leading and soberty, with no negatives and no solitude but with the company of the prescence of my optimism and thoughts, I will visit here for moments but I will find myself unavailable for most of the time. this sanctuary Im leaving to is a place built of no such materials and noone there thinks of anyone else but themselfs, meaning they have no hypocrisy. They have no solitude but only devotion to what they came for, my devotion is building my base for my future and looking for the key of my happiness, im young but my age is only a physical for even young beings can teach the old.
Mood: silent
Music: sober
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A SOng I wrote for those who sometimes feel lost
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October 28, 2008, 09:32:pm
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Devastated and tied to your salvation
Im the only connection into your world
purified, Im not leaving myself alone
I see with your eyes and feel with your heart
not to run away....to stay
look for the tears that bring the memories to my regrets
and look down on me with sudden prayer and leave me rotten
Look for the tears and apologize again
whisper with breeze into my soul
Im not the one who vows to verses
but hold me down and break the leash
that bring the fire inside this mind dementing fuck
nothing to lose as you see...
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Survery HOw much do u really know about me?
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October 19, 2008, 06:47:pm
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1. Whats her name?
a) Lilith Bonilla
b) Lilith Jennifer BOnilla
c) Jennifer BOnilla
d) Rasputine Draconius
2. What are her two favorite colors?
a) White and Black
b) Purple and Black
c) Green and Black
d) Pink and Baby blue
3. Whats her sexuality?
a) Bisexual
b) Straight
c) I love myself to much
d) Gay
4. What two items does she like?
a) Handcuffs and long noses
b) GLittery ring and Red boots
c) Cheerios and a wiggy board
d) French porn and a Metallica album
5. Which two of these would she love?
a) Back Massage and maybe a little flirting
b) She wants a wippe and a nerdy dude to punish
c) She wants to direct a porn film and be on television
d) she wants to punish a nerdy dude and be on television
6. Two fact about her:
a) She flirts with everyone around her and she loves to flatter always
b) She flirts with everyone naturally and she never really intends a relationship
c) She cant give love to anyone but she loves to flirt with everyone.
d) She loves to flirt with everyone and be a pimp
7. She secretly calls herself:
a) Naughty kitty
b) Latin Lover
c) Pimpster chic
d) Devil girl
8. What would she most likely do if she lost her panty in the public pool full of people?
a) Swim even more freely and be a jackass
b) start crying and stay in the corner and see what happens
c) Stand in the middle of the pool and yell " I lost my panty anyone help me out"
d) Walk out of the swiming pool looking for something to cover up.
9. What would she most likely do if she went out with someone for a long time and then he broke up with her?
a) She would kill him and then cry
b) She would start laughing and say THANK YOU!
c) She would make him think she was really a man and tell him he's a bad kisser
d) she would try to be his best friend and then make him suffer.
10. If she had a baby boy what would she most likely name him?
a) Tristan
b) Mortician
c) Like his father
d) Drackon
11. In what part of her body does she have a sexi birthmark?
a) right butt cheek
b) belly
c) lip
d) left shoulder
12. Shes?
a) Overly concided
b) quite a wierdo
c) She says shes hott and she thinks she can do it all
d) quite a bitch( I need to plug my ears around her)
13. Mysteriously true, she really wants:
a) find her soulmate and have a baby boy and happily ever after
b) Be a pimp and a rapper
c) Find Mr.Love and be extreamly rich
d) FInd her soulmate to whom madly make love all the time and have alittle boy
14. She is more likely to say:
a) YO Homie, whats up?
b) I make it Rain I make it Rain
c) last night I fucked him, thats right 
d) Umm yesterday I meditated and met a spirit named ramon.
15. write down two random facts you know about her...
(Answers will be told for those who took the test)
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