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Uncle Pete June 30, 2014, 07:18:pm

I can't sleep and I have too many thoughts.
So I'm sharing them with an empty audience.

My Uncle Pete killed himself 8 months ago.
Just 6 months after my grandad died.
He drove out to the forest, parked up his car and took every fucking pill he could get his hands on, injected himself with so much insulin he didn't suffer very long.

He was always good to me.


We knew he was troubled.
He would usually send daily messages like, hi. Hi hows u? Hi Yaz. Hello.
It was constant, almost every evening he'd message.
His messages were usually met with a "oh fuck sake what does he want now?".

He just wanted a friend.

He just wanted company.

Often I never replied to his messages because I was too busy, or I couldn't be bothered, or I just didn't care enough to.

This is the last message he sent me.
Early hours of the morning.
His body was found that night.


I constantly ask myself, what if I replied. What if I just cared a little bit more?
Would it have changed anything?
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Reasons to lose weight #1 June 11, 2014, 09:53:pm


So I can wear dungarees and bitches don't ask me when I'm due.

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Life. April 08, 2014, 11:26:pm

Things have been kind of... Sucky lately.
Usually I'm bitching and complaining about my job, but for once it's the one thing keeping me sane.

Not much to say about being sane when I'm writing a journal, that no one will see, on a goth website, at 4am.

It's hard to even explain why things are shit.

I just need someone to reassure me, no matter how stupid my worries are.
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Back February 01, 2014, 03:27:pm


I bought a new laptop today.
Not signed into this site for a year.

How does all this work again?

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