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The better piece of me..
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January 02, 2008, 09:40:am
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I'm doing ok I just woke up... just shakey and hungry... and ehh I have to get my medicine from medicap ... when we leave from the hospital in Iowa City they never gave me my medicine and my mom was mad so they had to refill out perscriptions for me so I get to go and get my drugs today just fun.... I actually slept well NOBODY WOKE ME UP AT MIDNIGHT OR 6 AM STICKING ME WITH A NEEDLE!
My mom took a week off from work she is making sure I dont collapse or get sick I just been under a lot since the hospital...
For those that don't know this is more then true... when I get batteries I'll take pictures of my arms and legs so you can see...
I was in the hospital between late friday night/early saturday morning.
I felt sick and I told only few people I was having problems where I was collapsing and couldn't stand... well it got worse I collapsed head first into my linen closet then into a freezer door and other places and felt like I was dying... I told my grandma to get a hold of my dad I wasn't in any kind of condition to drive to the hosptal so he drove me and bitched the whole way.. when I get there... they told him after they checked me if he wouldn't had got me there sooner I would of been dead.
my blood disorder isn't a game its a serious deal its like fucking cancer but can kill you in a heart beat if anything goes wrong.
I had to have 10 blood transfusions I had 2 big liquid bags of avig medicine put in me then they drugged me up with insilin cause avig sky rockeed my blood sugar I'm on birth control iron pills and presesone to keep me ok and stable with my blood... other than that I'm still a little weak just I feel sick and need some food in my system.. I can't handle anything but soup and chips ...and diet soda
so there you all know and yes its scary to know I may die but I've done nothing but try and think positive and I want out of my house to go watch a movie but mom told me no =[
Mood: sleepy/hungry
Music: staind-black
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