This is truly a day that the earth cries, Here it is not were you should lye The ray of the sun will reflect your smile Your eyes will reflect the moons glow The essence of the ocean will remain in your soul And we will always remember the passionate fire within your voice
Some of us are truly blessed to experience your love As some of us have been truly been touch for being as close as a sister You were never selfish, even when you should have been You surprised me so many time like the direction of the wind I was hopping that we get close again one day But now you are ascended from this place
You will never be truly gone As to the wind to water, earth to fire Your spirit will never subside Your now the energy that surrounds us For some will breath you in and be a part of there hearts And intergrade to there soul
And some will be haunted by images of what was My only wish is in your next life May you have more love in your life,less hardship And never stop laughing , smiling, Dance your worries away
things just suck right now. If i start I am going to sound like an emo crying about the world (no offense). I am trying to crawl back from the crypts and not knowing what to do does hinders it.
I can't give any detail because I know some people will try to make it worse, even though they think they are helping.
All you readers need to know is , i have been dragged through the coals, got written up , been taken advantage of, lied to , harassed, taunted and tormented in the past couple of weeks. (and my friends that is the sugar coated version)
The positive is I took up kick boxing ( because I was also approached by some scary dude), play warhammer and kick ass at it, trying to sing better and look for a better job.
so for those that wished me a happy birthday thank you , it's not in vain, just everything sucks right now and well it will get better. It has to " can't rain all the time" Mood: fuck ......... Music: silent is golden
