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Wewt
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July 13, 2011, 04:07:pm
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I'm making a huge pair of synthetic dreads that will be magenta, lilac, purple, teal and aqua blue/green for Exile next week. I'm thinking of making a pink pointed bang fringe too, just need a relativley cheap hair extention to play around with. I can't wait to actuaslly make my dream pair of falls! Even though I love my other ones I've made.
I will upload photos once they're made!
Hope you're all well.
n_n
Mood: Happy
Music: China Girl- David Bowie
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Sometimes I feel like throwing my hands up in the air...
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June 22, 2011, 03:26:pm
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Well I'm not sure wether you're awear, but I'm single now and have been for several weeks. I guess I'm happy as it wasn't working out for a while. I'm on the road to success and happiness now, and it's what I've wanted for so long and I'v never realised it. I have less going on in my life such as illness now, so I can aspire to be something bigger and better and help myself achieve what I want.
Though, with all of this I will have to work extremley hard. I can't help but feel I'm often a burden in peoples lifes. I mean hey, I'm free, happy, got a job to support myself, I work damn hard and want to play just as hard. I can't help feel that my emotions are being a little scatty and I'm following my head over heart with most things recentley. I want to support and be there for all those who I love and cherish, but I don't want to feel like I'm a waste of air. I try so hard to be a good person and to see things with a fresh eye all the time. But, I can't help but feel often neglected when it comes to my turn of needing moral support. Please, this is in no way aimed at anyone who uses this site at all, hence why I want to share it with you.
I'm a little tired of being screwed over by the same arseholes in my life. So here comes the fun part...
I was sitting talking to my Mum today about my life and were I wanna be now I'm leaving college. I explained I've done well and I'm happy I can aspire to be a strong hard working women. I then went on to explain that I want to do aid work abroad in the next year or so as it will change my outlook on life entirely and a friend of mine has done it.
I'm conidering applying to help a charity called the Amarni Baby Cottage. They look after baby orphans who's parents have died due to contacting the AID's virus and have passed it onto their children. All of the children live no longer than the age of 3 years old if they're lucky. I was introduced to this charity at school and it touched me to think I have to healthy strong Nephews who are mighty adorable and have such a privilaged lifestyle, like I did as a child growing up.
This is something I'm going to look into and seek funding for travel and such, but I'm willing to do this off of my own back if not. I feel like I need a fresh start and to enjoy and experience my life in this format as it's something I've wanted to do ever since I found out about it.
Mood: Inspired, a little cheesed off, but ok.
Music: Hepburn- I quit
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