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Merry Christmas (And A Happy New Boyfriend)
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December 21, 2007, 01:09:pm
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You can hit me with the overdramatising and nieve schtick, but ill hit right back with the fact its by technicality true: I have never missed anyone this much ever. I am NOT built for relationships. Ill put it in her words "If your like this over a 3 week relationship, then what are you going to be like with a serious one?" The aftermath has outlived the relationship twice over and it still sticks in the back of my throat. I cant even put it into words how much i miss her, it gets me right in the chest whenever i remember anything about her or anything sweet i was going to write in her birthday card. As we all know Christmas is a time for togetherness so that really doesnt fucking help either. Please dont come running with cliches they dont fix anything and iv heard them all a hundered times over. I need to forget Joanne Cowell. Correction: I need to forget "Pidgie" ;(
Merry Christmas.
Mood: Longing, losing, lost.
Music: none
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December 14, 2007, 07:08:pm
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The time comes around again and i am fuck drunk. It is in states like these, as you all well know, that everything comes into your mind, overexaggerated and melodramatic. So yeah. Its what it has been since the break up. I miss everything about her. From the looks right down to the stupid little things. Im not going to go on because im drunk and it could turn out bad :/ Bye all, and stop takin youself so seriously!
Mood: fucking drunk. pretending to be happy :)
Music: nothing
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