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Joker-Rae's Journal
Umm my Stuff :D
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I've never cried so much in my entire life.
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December 04, 2008, 09:21:pm
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Yesterday, December 3 it was my father’s birthday. At about 4 arrived home from work like he does everyday. But instead of ending the day with a smile like we all would have liked, it ended in sadness. We looked out our backdoor ready to let our Eight-year-old Boxer Max, inside. What we saw not only scared us, but it depressed us as well. My dog ran around in circles no longer able to walk in a straight line. He was foaming at the mouth and was completely unresponsive to our calls. He no longer knew who we were, or who he was at that. As my dad approached him with something to drink all Max could do was run away from him. It took us about fifteen minutes to finally calm my dog down and get him to lie down. Max couldn’t get up and walk on his own, so my dad carried him to the truck so we could get him to the vet. The next few hours we spent watching him slowly wither away. The Veterinarian was afraid of him having a seizure while she was at home so she took my dog home with her.
This morning we got a call telling us that Max was doing really well. He was responding to his name, he was moving around a little more. He was doing a lot better than we had thought he would. He was recovering.
At four thirty my dad called me from the clinic to tell me that they were going to have to put Max to sleep. I was completely confused at first. They had earlier told us that he was recovering so how could he regress that much. The Doctor had gone in to do surgery to another dog but when she came out Max was completely brain dead. He couldn’t do anything other than breath. When she lifted his head his tongue would fall out of his mouth as if he were already dead. I walked in to look down at my puppy for one last time. It was hard for me to comprehend how just three days ago he was the healthiest thing. There were no signs of aging on him; he was as healthy as a horse. With the final tear filled goodbyes from my family she put him to sleep. I watched as he took his last breath before stopping all together.
The verdict, my dog had a stroke which caused him to go brain dead. The twitches on his face were from the nerves that were damaged because of the stroke. He also came up positive for heartworms.
So that was my last two days, and to say the least it was hard.
Mood: Depressed
Music: The Trax - Over The Rainbow (Rock Version)
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Been Gone?
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September 29, 2008, 11:25:pm
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Bonjour Muffins!!
I understand that I havn't been on alot,
This goes for
1.) AIM
2.) Yahoo
3.) Vampire Freaks
4.) Myspace
I just really havn't been on line all that much, it has held nothing for me in the last few weeks.
Well I shall be returning soon, hopefully.
In due time, I'm sure internet will be important again.
Until then,
Toodles.
P.S.
While reading this, think it in a funny accent, makes it all the more fun :]
Mood: Random
Music: Juliet - Emilie Autumn
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Blah Blah Battlefield
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August 26, 2008, 04:36:pm
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1. I re-did my profile today. Boredom overcame me like no other time in my life. I don't think I've been that bored in quite a long time.
2. I was supposed to chill with Reebs today, though it didn't end up that way. Her family is like MEH > right now. So we chill tomarrow. It's easy to get there atleast, she lives like right behind me almost.
3. I started my day off on the WRONG foot. I over slept but like 38 min -___- no joke. So I didn't have much time to get ready for school. Then I hurted my toe. I had a test that I bombed. Pepper returned. The pirate stared at me agian (annoyance) and I made some nifty cards in photography.
4. I'm sure somewhere I'm making my friend Steffan proud. Reggae something I didn't think I'd ever listen to, and here I am. Listening to it and liking it. lol
5. I have a nack for meeting and becomeing friends with pot heads and drop outs. I dont know what it is.
6. That duck is really sexy
7. I'm about to drink tea....BEWARE
8. STILLL BOREDDDDDDDDD
9. I am now Dr.JessiePHIL
Mood: Bored
Music: Coconut Juice - Tyga
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Hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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August 18, 2008, 08:49:pm
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soooooooooooooooooooo
has anyone else noticed that if you make the little spacey ship noise it tickles yer nose and you wanna itch it BUT of course if you stop making the noise then your ship is gonna crash and then BOOM no more aliens. and then all their little alien familys will be depressed and have to make due without the little alien bodies in the little alien funerals. but aliens can't cry their bodies just ooozeee so it planet will be all covered with icky oozze stuffs and no one likes that. so dont stop making the little spacey ship noises!
I'm a classy honey kissy huggy lovey dovey ghetto princess!
You're an acid junkie college flunky dirty puppy daddy bastard!
Mood: HYPER
Music: Flithy Gorgeous - Scissor sisters
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Do you know me?
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August 12, 2008, 02:35:pm
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Who knows me best? The race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea....and send it back to ME (via reply). But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you.
Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you!
My name:
Summarize me in three words:
Where did we meet?:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me?:
When is the last time that we saw each other?:
Do I drink?:
Do I smoke?:
Am I happy?:
Am I a good person?:
What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me:
What's one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny?:
How do you make me smile?:
What's my favorite type of music?:
Have you ever seen me cry?:
Can I sing?:
What is the best feature about me?:
Am I shy or outgoing?:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules?:
Do I have any special talents?:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
Have you ever hugged me?:
What is my favorite food?:
Have you ever had a crush on me?:
Am I dating anyone?:
If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?:
What's your favorite memory of me?:
What is my worst habit?:
Have you ever had a dream about me? If so, what?:
If you and I were stranded on a desert island, what is the one thing I would bring?:
Are we friends?:
Do I believe in God?:
Am I family oriented?:
Who is my best friend?:
Who is my best guy friend?:
Will you repost this so I can do it
Mood: Confused
Music: Voo Doo - Godsmack
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