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Jenna_Beanzz's Journal
Squishy's rantzz (Y)
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Fucking hell
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September 28, 2008, 04:37:pm
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You say you "know" him. When was the last time you spoke to him? Erm, the ONLY time you've ever spoke to him was when you saw us the other day. All you have to go by is what your fucking girlfriend has said. Tbh, you don't really have the right to tell me what to do. You haven't bothered with me for the last seven months. If you truely cared, you'd have come to see me. The only person you ever see if that girlfriend of yours. You've completely dropped everyone since you've been with her, I was talking to Lauries about it at college the other day. The girls your best friend, she's having a baby, and you haven't even bothered to see her since she found out. I se her more than you do.
And how the fuck is he using me for sex? I had the whole "there's a very big chance that we won't be having sex for a long time" conversation with him before we even started going out. Ok, so I haven't told him my reasons as to why I'm scared to have sex again, but I will. He understands that I've had a lot of shit in my past, and he won't pressure me into anything. He saw how upset I was the other day, when I was going to tell him...people make mistakes, they learn from them, and if I was you, I'd move on from it, because you guys wouldn't be together if it hadn't happened, because he'd still be going out with her, and you'd most likely be stuck with me. Cuz we both know that you were going to ask me out before you got with her.
Asif you're putting her before your friends though. At our age, putting your girlfriend before your friends IS NOT A NORMAL THING TO DO! You even admitted to me that she's put before everyone else. Do you have any idea how much that hurts? I mean, I know I see my boyfriend a lot, but he's not put before anyone else. I just fit seeing him around college/coursework/work/seeing my other friends. My parents love him, and allow him to stop over, after I've done everything. You're all equal to me. We used to be so close...
Mood: Depressed
Music: NCIS (Y)
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Urgh
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September 19, 2008, 05:47:pm
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You promised me you'd be here for me forever
But obviously not, seeing as you're completely ignoring me
You were the only guy to have stuck with me through everything
But now it's happening again
I'm losing you again =[
I love you =[
Mood: shitty
Music: California Love - My American Heart
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If you haven't noticed
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September 04, 2008, 06:07:pm
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I gave up on the song of the week.
But now I do these little rant things instead.
Fun.
College is fun =]
Mood: Mehhh
Music: Random shit
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Thank Fuck For...
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September 04, 2008, 03:46:pm
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College man
I get to make new friends
This is the start of a new beginning.
I'm hopefully going to be happy from now on =]
Mood: Meh
Music: Led Zepplin
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Urgh [Rantish]
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August 25, 2008, 12:40:pm
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I'm sick of trying to make people happy.
I'm sick of making excuses for other people.
I'm sick of the lies, the anger, the depression.
I'm sick of the broken promises, the endless excuses I hear from you all.
I'm sick of always being second best.
I'm sick of people always taking me for granted.
I'm sick of it always being me who loses the ones she loves.
I'm sick of people spelling my name wrong. It's JENNA, not Jenner or Genna, twats!
And I'm sick of the people who try to rule my life.
I'm fucking sick of it!
Mood: Pissed off
Music: Rat Race - Skindred
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