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Huor88's Journal
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$%(*@&$
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November 11, 2008, 11:17:pm
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Fucking Planet
Mood: pissed off
Music: Orgna
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A World Without Fire
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September 25, 2008, 12:14:am
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Running up moutians, reaching the top to find nothing i look for.
how high can i go....can i expect to see something i know will not be there?
Dreaming of once long ago witch only Terrorize's the now and future..
Will there be a chance for it again?....will i get what will never be mine?
Laying on grass lisioning to Wind howl a fearce cry...
Will it ever let me know whats comming my way...will it blow something my way?
Big Plans....Destany seems to be clear yet i still shiver...
Will Fate let me make it or will i fail again and agian?
Something thats not mine that's just in arm's reach seem's promissing...
Yet everythings thats free is so far away....will i ever catch the free bird and make it mine?
Mood: down...
Music: Alex parks, Mad world
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Every Path
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August 31, 2008, 01:50:am
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My Most favored dream is to see the world explode (not the planet)
through out my life...and other peoples..we take new paths time to time...try to see something new or try new experiance's....Hopefully in hopes we try to gain from them.
Mine seems to have gained little...and loss alot....and ever path that i take seems to just keep driveing my hopes and dreams to kindeled....fadeing...fires and ash. Sometimes i just feel like letting it all go....but i know my sister would'nt want me too....i've lived my life for everyone else...i should try to seek something for myself but i've lived this life so long.....its all i know....and since imm trying something for myself....i dont really see much point but i still try...
I think i got this one figured out..but i hate being alone and it seems every time i find someone i like...maby i like them too much? or not enough? or i just can't figure it out..one way or another i keep failing and its grinding me down to dust.
Imm trying to allways keep my cool and working hard with a smile and trying to find the fun in life still even though most of my hopes are gone. Even after gathering stuff to make my fire grow and glow....it seems my fire just dose'nt want to raise anymore.
I dont think it can be fixed....even though i know some of you have tried, imm just now trying to accpect that now and try to live my life as a spec....trying things for myself now....i've helped so many...i guess imm just all used up  with most of my love i have left i send it out to all my friends, keeping a certian half for a friend for the future. <3
(life is so frustrating sometimes....i wish it was easyer...for me...for you..for everyone somehow i just keep pushing on...i hope you allways will too who ever you are....)
Mood: Void...and down
Music: Jinsei no Merry-go-round
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Hey!
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August 20, 2008, 05:18:pm
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Sorry I Havent Been On to Say Hey, Been Working To Much! Love All Of Ya, Tata <3
I Probably Wont Be Online Until Friday. Talk To You All Then, Miss You Guys! <3
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Vampirefreaks Marriage
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July 03, 2008, 06:05:pm
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Vampirefreaks Marriage!!!!! The first person to message you saying "I do".will be your Vampirefreaks Husband/Wife Now,this is just for fun.You'd be suprised who wants to be yours. Repost this or your marriage will be plagued with bad luck.Repost it with the title of "Vampirefreaks Marriage"
Mood: Wakeing up...
Music: Clint something...
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