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Dr Jekyll / Mr. Hyde
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December 28, 2007, 04:20:pm
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Im a medical doctor (currently working at a small rural medicine clinic and last year as an intern in a hospital). I always have said that a profession is just that, a thing you do for living, and nothing more. But somehow being the "doctor" is taken for being something else and people always expects you to be somekind of moral and social role model. That is a pain in the ass for me because of the way I like to live my life, and I need to hide the weird guy while in hospital, and don't let my friends from the underground to get pissed by the scientific geek. Sounds simple but is hard to live posing in the mornings/afternoons and being completely different by the night, and worst than that is when the two faces are confronted by accident. I don't think Im two different persons in the same body, I just guess that my personality is very extreme, Im a industrial freak, love gore cinema and existential philosophy, and I love surgery and psychiatry, why can't I be the same person at any place, there are too many damn predjudices that wont let me be unless I fracture myself, and divide my mind. Dr Jekyll was a nice guy, too damn nice, and was always hoping to delete evil from humanity; he did so because he was running away from himself, from the other self he decided to keep unknown by the people, his formula was just a silly excuse to release himself, mr hyde was a victim as much as Jekyll was. be careful while playing two faces, sometimes you wont be able to control Mr Hyde...most of the time you wont be able to be...
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