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what the fuck is wrong with me.
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October 21, 2011, 08:10:pm
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i really have a problem with my head, i have the most perfect guy in my life, and i push him away. and i mean he is perfect. I never get pissed off with him. i get pissed off. but its never about what hes done. But my head just wont let me be happy and i hate it soo much. and everyone is like of no regret it. but this time, it was a mistake. it really was. and now i have to pay for it. but i dont want to. I want him and only him. but how the fuck can i put it right, when dumping him has made him not want me anymore.
I just hate it soo much, and i wish i can take it back. this week just keeps better and better. wonder what bad thing is going to happen tomorrow -.-
Or today should i say.
Mood: beyond depressed
Music: fuck nos.
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