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Gothic_Dolly_'s Journal
Darkness
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~What colour is your heart?~
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August 01, 2008, 09:07:am
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~What colour is your heart?~
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| You scored as White Your heart is white. You are emotionless and empty. You feel trapped in life and want to be set free, but something is stopping you.... I hope you find your place, no matter what it takes don't give up.
White |
| 68% | Red |
| 64% | Black |
| 64% | Blue |
| 61% | Pink |
| 43% | Yellow |
| 39% | Green |
| 36% | Purple |
| 25% | Orange |
| 14% |
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Mood: bored
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Used
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June 25, 2008, 11:06:am
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I feel so fucking used, my bf is making me cry more than to make me happy. I wanted to self harm myself badly, for some reason, and my anixity attack are coming now and then. And whenever I cry it hurts like hell. I don't know what to do and this is hurting me than it is to my bf. I've seen myself doing something sucidal, but this is fucking hard. My heart is breaking slowly and painfully. My emotions are being toyed by my bf, I feel like I just want to rip my heart out and have no emotions left in me anymore.
Mood: Used
Music: Hollow by GodSmack
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Depressed
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June 17, 2008, 11:06:am
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I'm so depressed and lonely, that I just want to kill myself. I'm fucked and I feel like crap, i need a hug.
Mood: depressed
Music: Dead Souls by Sopor Aternus
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I'M USLESS and WORTHLESS
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February 26, 2008, 12:03:pm
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I can't stop crying my eyes out, my BF try to calm me down, but it will lead me on to more weeping, I almost choked mysef. My bf won't stop doubting himself, and he is acting weird and I'm worried eversince his uncle died,he is been different ever since.I try totalk him out of it, that his uncle doesn't want him to weep over him.But still I need comfort and he gets mad at me for no reason and he makes me sad.
Mood: depressed
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My Enemy
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December 19, 2007, 04:31:pm
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The way that you talk to me,
are more painful words also your
bhavior is most unpleasent.You act
like a whore than anyone in the world
you bitch,you will never respect your elders
and your such a spoiled brat that wants
everthing,also get your ways.You flirt
with my lover even though he hates you,
it makes me want to pull your
pretty brunete hair and
slam your so called pretty face into
the brick cemented walls.If only
you should see me feeling bad from
your words.I see the future of yours as I
eye you carefully,your still going tobe
that dreadful person you are,and it's coming
right back at you,very very painfully,
so everyone that you hurt ecspecially me can
hear you scream.Now you see me with my
blood stained face with sharp fangs and
my black wings flutter at you.And the horror
of your face,still scared of me,as I smiled at
you so evil to show you my form.As I held your face,
so you beg for forgivness and mercy,I gave you
plenty enough,the tighter my grip is that means
you shall suffer.Now I squeeze your precious face,
shattered into pieces and feed it to my fiends.
Now you taste my wrath.Any Takers...
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