this is my journal, i made it for fun these are my thoughts, and they may not be done think what you may, and say what you might ill read what you say and lock it up tight be nice to me and ill be nice to you too but lash out at me and i just might kill you these are my thoughts and i take them to heart so watch waht you say you lil sh....i mean...fart this is my journal, it was made JUST for fun so dont take it too seriously, cuz they may NOT be done my mind is still changeing, but my heart is not pure my soul is contorting, that much is for sure these are my thoughts and ill defend them to hell! these are my feelings, inside of this shell (alot of these are just reposts, im not a perv or a nerd who cant get any. im for real and i deserve to be treated with respect, and if you dont like something that i post FUCK YOU!!!)
[5] Does your crush like you back? blehhhh....lets not, shall we?
[6] What is your current mood? a mix of depression, nervousness, hope, and rejection
[7] What are you looking forward to? tuesday, and one other thing that god only knows when is going to happen
[8] What makes you happy? music that makes me feel angry
[9] Look at a poster in your room, who's on it? hehehe...tattooed chick with her tits pierced XD
[10] What are you not looking forward to? tuesday, and one other thing that god only knows when is going to happen
[11] If you must be an animal for one day, what would you be? prolly be a ferret...yus, a ferret
[12] Have you ever had a near death experience? no...not yet at least
[13] What was the last phone conversation you had? I talked to my ex for a while...
[14] The song stuck in your head? Liar by Korn
[15] What is your desktop background? pic of me an my ex...still havent changed it :/
[16] What are you wearing? gym shorts and my bondage t-shirt
[17] When was the last time you cried? when i got dumped
[18] Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? Yeah, and i will again if i ever get the chance
[19] If you could have a super power what would it be? id wanna be able to just vanish or just turn into shadows. maybe some kinda combination of the two.
[20] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair, eyes, clothes
[21] What do you usually order from Starbucks? strawberry and cream smoothie thing...
[22] What's your biggest secret? uhm...i cant really think of any?
[23] Who makes you the happiest? no one right now
[24] Who makes you the most depressed? myself
[25] Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? of course i may be 19 but i have moments where i feel more like im 5 XD
[26] What are you eating or drinking at the moment? root beer...
[28] What's your favorite smell? morgan, green apple, burning wood, and revenge!!! (my cologne)(sp?)
[29] If you could describe your life in one word what would it be? imperfect.
[30] When was the last time you had a hug? i dont remember...
[31] What do you want most in life? happiness
[32] What are you thinking about right now? my ex, music, sex and everything it involves, my future
[33] What should you be doing? Sleeping.
[34] What's your favorite candy? skittles
[35] How often do you laugh? everyday, gotta make people think im happy, ya know?
[36] Do you like working in the yard? nope. thats why we hve mexicans
[37] What are you doing this week? Work, partying...yeah, thats it...
[38] Do you act differently around your crush/significant other? no. she knows who i am inside and out so theres no real reason to hide who i am around her
[39] Who was the last person to make you cry? my ex
[40] Did you lie at all during this survey? oh yes, thats why i took it, to lie...stupid fuck Mood: bleh... Music: Korn
its been a while since ive been on here and did anything so i figured id give all of you an update, or at least those of you who care im now single, after 8 happy months with my ex morgan who i met on here im now emplyed at taco bell and working full time, maybe gettin promoted here soon my car has broken down and i am now being forced to try and fix it even tho the piece of shit really isnt worth the effort im putting into it... as of right now, thats pretty much it ill prolly be on here more often so go ahead and leave me comments if you wanna Mood: rejected Music: none
i may be 19 but i have moments where i feel more like im 5 XD