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GoddessOfChaos's Journal
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Of Course I am a friend, I read all my friends journals
Do you pay attention?
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this.
How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a picture comment.
So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention.
Copy and re-post in your own journal
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The cold wind shall blow upon my skin even through walls
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February 11, 2008, 05:29:am
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No!
I will not drown.
If need be, I shall swallow this water until it's level drops, for I am sinking, slowly ... and all because of you.
But, no!
I will not drown. I will inhale deeply.
All of your lyrics ... it would seem that they all follow the same blueprint ...
I am not an elf, but I require more than one mere lifetime to become extraordinary.
Extraordinary, special ... for you.
Perhaps it is possible for me to believe you ...
But I refuse!
Yes -- that too, was yet another lie.
I do want to belive you.
You may think that all is well as it is -- apparently, this is only true for you.
I need not someone to think, to breathe, or to speak for me.
I am fully capable of doing so on my own.
The brighter the light -- the darker the shade.
Will it hurt?
I do not believe it will.
Love is like a beautiful sunny Sunday ... and you know that tomorrow comes Monday.
And you don't want it to come.
For today is so wonderful ...
The world is full of poets.
What good will one more do? ... What good will I do?
The world is full of lovers.
Does it need us?
I do not need a crystal orb to tell me that.
Perhaps I shall whisper each night, hoping that my words will somehow reach you ears ...
I know that we shall never become the same.
And now, we suffer the consequences.
The heavens shall fall, but I could not care less.
Don't you see that I am in this ocean of sorrow?
Don't you see that I am sinking closer and closer toward rock bottom?
Shall you topple my fortress and let the cold wind blow upon my skin?
It shall blow through the walls either way ...
Mood: lifeless
Music: Behemoth-Dragon's lair
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tristesse
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February 08, 2008, 01:29:am
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Je ne peux pas exprimer la tristesse que je ressens. En ce moment je suis à secouer, et je suis en train d'écrire en français afin que personne ne puisse le comprendre. Mon coeur est brisé en mille petits paix. La personne de confiance, je le rompit. Il reste encore l'espoir qu'il acceptera moi et oublier le passé. Mais tout ce qu'il fait est de punir lui-même. Je sais qu'il est désolé pour le faire et il ne sait pas ce que l'on a le sentiment. Et je sais qu'il m'aime, mais ce n'est tout simplement pas assez. Je vais donner mon tout de lui faire se sentir mieux et je sais qu'il va faire la même chose pour moi. Je l'aime, de tout mon cœur et l'âme. Mon dernier espoir est de se rendre sur son lieu demain et lui montrer à quel point je l'aime et que tout peut être tout simplement bon. Je censés être sur mon chemin de l'école mais je ne peux pas. Mon corps tout entier est en train d'ébranler et je ne peux pas debout sur mes propres jambes. Merci, mes amis d'être là pour moi. J'ai été une fois ce creux, et je sais combien il sera difficile. Mais il est mon tout et je ferai tout pour lui faire voir ...
Mood: shaking,can't stand on my own legs
Music: no music
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ZASTO?!
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December 10, 2007, 03:38:pm
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ZASTO MI NEDATE DA SMRSAVIM?! ZASTO?!
Skybreaker says:
ako budes mrsavija neces biti savrsena, ni najmanje
Skybreaker says:
hoces smraviti...a imas 50 kila!! 50!! to je vec premalo...sve ispod je vec kriticno stanje
Xx fReAk raWrR xXx ( i will eat you xD) says:
ak ces smrsavit ja necu pricat vise s tobom
Xx fReAk raWrR xXx ( i will eat you xD) says:
pa i sad si presmrsava
Mini says:
NECEEES
Mini says:
jebote bus postala anoreksicna
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zasto ja ne mogu jednom po svom?! izgledam ko hodajuca buhtla od cokolade!!! molim vas ljudiiii
Mood: sad
Music: anorexia nervosa-la portail de la vierge
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