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Gabbii_Gore's Journal
Almost dead, but Still Breathing and My Broken Hearts still Beating
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a shot gun life
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November 28, 2008, 02:48:pm
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break down the habits
and i'll break down the walls
let this be the last time
that either one of us falls
have another cigarette and sit by the fire
watch the sky fall tonight
and tell me what you desire
im not a mind reader
but i can read between the lines
i can take a hint
and you can jump the gun
and its nothing more than you walkin away
when its all said and done
i can start the engine
but can you ride shot gun
i tried to keep you by my side
and you always chose to follow behind
confusin as it is
i dont know why i care
fuck the tryin if no ones living
a life that you cant keep for long
im not a mind reader
but i can read between the lines
i can take a hint
and you can jump the gun
and its nothing more than you walkin away
when its all said and done
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random song [[sounds like Ska]]
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November 28, 2008, 02:37:pm
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so the time passes by
and sometimes i still wonder why
and the music sings to me
in a sweet melody
im walkin down the street
tryin to find the answer
when the sun comes up ill be drunk again
and when you like to live your life
then you realize you're gonna be alright
and the music still sings and the world still passes by
3 years gone by
and im still alright
everythings gonna be just fine
and sing along with the songs that make you forget
the look that was in your eyes
and heres a nice thing to know
everythings gonna be alright
so life goes on
and we're still here with the struggle
and its looks so funny when i'm seeing double
and i cant break out of this protective bubble
that i created for myself
so i wouldnt have to feel
anything cause the pain was to much shit to take
and i still sing to the songs
when im drivin in my car
so far away to who knows where
without a care, and its not fair to be alone
but it'll be ok when i get home
3 years gone by
and im still alright
everythings gonna be just fine
and sing along with the songs that make you forget
the look that was in your eyes
and heres a nice thing to know
everythings gonna be alright
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Cry [[not finished]]
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November 28, 2008, 12:34:am
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you cried by yourself
i blast the stereo
to drown out the cries
of the bitch and moan
and no matter what you say
it wont change the way
i feel tonight
cry cry cry cry
all by yourself
cry cry cry cry
but not to me, love
and when you cry cry cry
i'll die a little on the inside
but i wont cry
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the Romance
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November 28, 2008, 12:30:am
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can you feel this romance
hitting the bathroom floor
once again i lay here
broken and distorted
its time to report this
my heart was stolen
i left the writing on the walls
i spill my heart out for you
i try to be so much more
than what i could ever be to you
i'll die tonight
without you by my side
please call the doctor
tell him to revive me
if he can
its so impossible and so hard to feel
like u got a pulse
when you dont know what is real
and if i died tonight,
could you look me in the eye
and say you care
would u hold me for forever
or would you let this fall away
i left the writin on the walls
i spill my heart out for u
i try to be so much more
than what i could ever be to you
ill die tonight, tonight
without u by my side
so call the ambulance
take me away from here
stop the pain please
tell me am i almost near
your soft touch
that i could never feel
can you feel this romance
blasting in the air
and if i died tonight
would you even care
ya i might die tonight
knowing you're not there..
No you're not there
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Good Bye
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November 28, 2008, 12:22:am
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i hate the way you stop and stare
and all the funny things you say
that i cant laugh along with
and sometimes i think its not fair
the way i try to be what you are to me
and baby we're not goin no where.
we've been down this road before
and we're goin there again
the same old dead end
and it will never be the same
after we make it back
so baby stop the kiddin around
this is the end.
she could never be me
and you know it
and you cant have the best of both worlds
but u wouldnt even know it
and how could i ever forget that
i wasted so much time runnin around
when the answer was right in front of my eyes
and all the lies wont hurt me anymore
cause we've been down this road before
and were goin there again
the same old dead end
and it will never be the same
after we make it back
so baby stop the kiddin around
this is the end.
theres no point for apologies
its a little late for that
dont you think
isnt it better off this way
with no heart breaks just the silent night
and i might see you again
somewhere under the sky
and maybe you will realize what you did to me
this is goodbye
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