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when people dont play fair August 12, 2008, 07:26:pm
alright so many of u know i work two jobs and u all know i dont drive. so my mom takes me to work. my mother informs me that her company is moving to oak brook and that i will not get rides to work.

so i ask my boss at butera if i can have morning hours full time since a boy my age is leavin for college. so in turn so i get the morning hours i put my notice at my other job. soon butera hires two new people for nights and its lookin more clear that i'll get the mornin shift, until i find out that rey had given the mornin hours to allen one of the new guys. now allen is cool as hell and a great person but i was still kinda pissed off at the fact he'd been here a week and had gotten my hours.

so after 3 weeks and no word from rey on the hours i wanted i ask him yesturday about it. he informs me that someone named antonio was coming back and that there are no more positions available for mornings................. which really pissed me off at this point considering i told rey that if i didnt get the morning hours i wasnt able to work for butera any longer and he seemed find with it. basically this was crap of him to think that i wasnt going to find out that he'd given the hours to allen.

so calmly i told him that i would be letting him know when my last day was considerin that i cant work night at butera because i cant get there. first it was the unfairness, then it was the favortism with other employees with him and now its because im either a female or im white its the only thing i can think of is why my manager rey is doing this.

so my nexy plan for action is to find a job closer to me so my mother doesnt kick me out, because when i told her what happened her response was " u better get a full time job or else u cant live here" thanks mom just what i needed to hear.
Mood: pissed off
Music: scum of the earth, rob zombie
quit smoking! August 09, 2008, 01:17:am
well its offical for the past five days i've quit smoking and i did it cold turkey! i feel like i can do more things now that i was able to do this not like i thought smoking was keeping me from anything but u know what i mean. i just feel proud that i was able to do something most people dont think they can because they are too week and it makes me happy. :-D

thankz to all the people who supported me and who still support me on my path thankz guys ur the best!
Mood: excited!
Music: Reel Big Fish-Beer!!!
do u love someone enough to do this? i bet u dont! May 20, 2008, 04:17:pm
Do u love someone enough to do this? I bet you dont
DON'T TURN BACK, U JUST OPENED IT, KEEP ON READIN IT


if you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend, ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a person u love, repost this.


Tonight, your 1 love will call, kiss or ask you out...if you break this chain, you will be PUNISHED.



Repost with title: Do u love someone enough to do this? I bet you dont
Mood: excited!
Music: powerman5000, roit time!
who has time to sleep? May 18, 2008, 03:05:am
i got another job about two weeks ago and its just crazy all the hours im workin! im pretty much workin everyday both jobs plus school but thank god i graduate this wednesday!! so this should get better. but both my boss's are mad since im leaving the 28th till the 1st of june to see my friend krista in michigan but o well they will just have to deal!!

wish me luck!
Mood: naughty
Music: M.I.A paper planes
cant give anymore May 04, 2008, 10:37:pm
why do guys always know how to hurt me? i've been i several different realtionships one train wreck after the other and i get hurt everytime! this time i wasnt even in a realtionship i was just hanging out with my friend dave when he came on too me. and he has a gf but i fell for the line of how he's in a open relationship. well to make a long story short we hooked-up and then after he left i had a strange feeling and then i never hear from him. i texted him asking whats up but he says he's just busy and he will try to make a better effort and i set my self up to be hurt agian!

im just so sick of gettin hurt i never thought this would or could happen to me and im sick to my stomach when i think of how he used me not once but twice as his little puppet he could toy with.

im NOT suicidal so no worries there but i just feel used and dryed up like this can only get worse from here. except i've got nothin left to give and i dont want to hurt anymore. i dont even want to feel at this point, but then again i do. i want to feel alive again and be aware of my surroundings without the complications of men.

when i reach that point in my life i'll keep u all posted, till then i'll strive to keep my life as undramtic as possible. if i can lol
Mood: irritated
Music: fake it, seether
Rest In Peace Brian January 19, 2008, 02:00:am
on friday jan 11 i found out that a close friend of mine past away. he was only 20 years old. i went to the wake and skipped school to go to the funeral the next morning. today was the first day i haven't cried yet. (damn i lied) well anyway his autopsy showed nothing that would give us anwsers and that doesnt help the fact we dont know what happened. this now the second close friend i've lost in 2 years and i wish it would stop! i cant take it anymore and im hoping this doesnt happen again for a long time. Brian i'll always love u forever and ever and i'll hope u'll wait for me

Love, Kat
Mood: to tears
Music: somebody, someone by korn
so excited! November 29, 2007, 01:21:pm
im goin to a concert with my friend jasmine!!! and hopefully this guy tyler who im kinda seeing not sure lol yet but will see!! the bands im goin to see are Lamb of God!!, Killswitch engage, devil driver, and soilwork!

im know ur all jelous!!!!
jk
Mood: EXCITED!!!!
Music: the music in my head

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