All in the name of love. It really hurts when you realize that you've made all these changes to make that one person happy and there always seems to be just a little more you could do a little better. That all these things are expected of you and they don't act the same way. He says that he just sees it as inappropriate to be friends with these people, but he has the same friends. Exes. How much? How far? How far to bend before I break? What is expected of me now?
Finally 21 and I have been told numerous times, that I am a boring 21 year old. It's been almost a month since my birthday, and that was the only time I got drunk. I've drank, but when I get home from work and my mom bought my Mike's Hard Cranberry Lemonade and I drink juice...I am so a boring 21 year old. Lmao. Not that it's a bad thing, It's just that I find it amusing that everyone was like, YOU'RE GONNA GET SO FUCKED UP AND WE'RE GONNA TAKE YOU OUT ALL THE TIME AND BLAH FUCKING BOOZING BLAH! and now, a month later, "yeah, I don't know when I'm gonna have time to hang out." Finally got an Ipod classic though. YAY!!! Now to see if I can update my itunes from my other computer. The one that doesn't have internets. Hergedy blah!!! Mood: Grrr face...~_~ Music: None
Yeah, I can be immature childish, and act like a fool, but I know when I've fucked up, I know when things shouldn't matter, and I know how to take responsibility for my actions and choices. So kindly shut the fuck up while I attempt to muster up some give a shit about how you feel about my facebook. I'm not ten. I'm twenty. And last I checked that is plenty old enough to choose my own friends on Facebook. So from now on, I'm going to ask my mom's permission before I do ANYTHING. Because that seems to be what she's looking for. Play dirty by playing by the rules...I like to think I'm just that awesome... Mood: Irate Music: Stand My Ground - Within Temptation
Is there anything I draw or put up that DOESN'T in some way offend or disturbe you? You have no dictation over what the fuck goes in my skin so I'll get it tattooed if I want...
