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Exotic_Daydream's Journal
♥ Stories of My Life ♥
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Wow...
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July 23, 2008, 09:24:pm
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My life has been sooooo busy since I been with Brad.
Even though things haven't been going great with me and him, I'm glad he's in my life and came into my life.
He gave me the will power to do something with my life... to go out and get a job and stick with it for longer than I have before.
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It's been a really stressful week or so...
Brad's grandma isn't doing good. they gave her a couple days to live.
So he's at the hospital all day today with his sister and grandma.
I just feel bad for him because if my grandma were about to die I would be crushed and I wouldn't know what to do.
On the subject of my grandma... she isn't doing well either. And she's said that she just wants to give up.
She's been fighting cancer for like 10 years.
Saturday I have to go out to the lake lot that I own so my family can scatter my dad's ashes over the lake.
Everyday it sinks in more and more that my dad is gone forever.
It sucks because sometimes I wish I could just call him up and talk to him for a while, but I can't.
My step-dad is scared he might have cancer and it freaking my mom out about it.
And then there's always money problems. If it's not with me and Brad it's with someone else in my family.
Right now it's not me and Brad thank god!
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My job 2
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June 27, 2008, 09:26:pm
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Ok so I love the people I work with but the problem is, now that i've sold over 1000 dollars in cutco I only make commission! which is barely 150 every 2 weeks and I can't live off of that. So now I have to talk to my manager about getting a receptionist position at the office which would be great since I like all the people who work in the office, they're all cool as hell. But... since my manager isnt the one to hire receptionists I dont know how easy it will be for me the get that job but he said he could probably do it.
And if I dont get that job I have to yet again pursue a job which is annoying since i need money just to make it by right now.
oh well... i wont die of having no money but i dont want brad to get kicked out of the apartment but i really dont think my step dad is that big of an asshole. hes an asshole but i know he would want someone to cut him some slack if he needed help with money.
so im prolly worrying and dont need to be everything will work out but i just felt like getting my thoughts out so i can feel better.
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My job
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June 23, 2008, 06:11:pm
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I love it!!!
I never thought I would seriously love a job but I do!
I also thought I would be losing a lot of money with this job and I was considering quitting but I'm glad I didn't because I realized that I'm really not losing out on money.
I made over 89 dollars in 3 days basically doing nothing!
And in one hour tonight ill make 90 dollars! Pretty sweet huh?
My job is pretty much amazing.... I need quit easy money and I got just the job to get it.
So needless to say I'm happier than ever... I got the perfect job and the perfect guy! What more could I ask for!!!
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I've been really stressed lately and it's making me sad.
Because of stress and what not me and Brad have been fighting more than we used to.
We fight about money and just stupid stuff since we're both so tired and stressed from working.
We don't have much time to spend with each other besides running places we need to go or sleeping.
I want to find more time to spend with him because I miss all the hugs and kisses.
Now that we're both tired all the time we're not thinking about the affection in the relationship but more of when we're going to be able to relax and what else we have to do that day.
I don't wanna lose him and I feel that if things keep going the way they are that I will.
i don't think I can take another heart break and I want to make things work between me and him so I'm going to try my hardest to do so.
I just hope he trys too.....
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