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EvyFangs's Journal
I left my heart in the slaughterhouse..I dn't knw wht thy did w/it,hu
yeah, I do this shit, so tough luck. if you don't like it, dont fuck'n waste your time and read it dipshit!
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FUCK MY BRAINS OUT WITH AWESOME..NESS hah
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March 23, 2008, 08:00:pm
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SO Fri. was my Bday, and all I have to say is..: IT.WAS. THE.SEX! haha=] So, Rach, Renee, Trist, Mir, Shelby,Valita, And Gina came over, and we partied our lil psycho asses off. we played cards, ..FOR ONCE...I lost, and didn even come in first place. haha. it was funny. Rach and I have been playing that game the longest,but she's been playing most her life, and she came in last, and I came in right before her. TALK ABOUT FUCKED UP AND SAD HAHAHA. but yeah, then we went to the park and fucked around, and Shelby molested Gina, and shelby's tummy is comfy, and chilled, I got the coolest shit, and i thought shelbys gift was kik/funny, cuz she got me Inscence and peppermints,..LITERALLY, ahahah. (only some of you will get it, you have to like classic rock/oldies to know) then a few of us went skinny dipping like every year, and it was SO cold hahaha. then we watched A CLockwork Orange and Trick or Treat, and did stupid shit, and I crashed at SiX.I know I ACTUALLY SLEPT!! HOLY SHIT!!! haha. then the next day we chilled at Pick Up Stix, and went skinny dipping again, and had fun til everybody lft. I'm just sad cuz tomoro I have to back to school. awwww. hahaha.MY B-DAY PICS ARE ON MY DEVIANT ART AND THE LINK FOR THAT IS ON MY PRO!!! love you all, chaio
Mood: chilllaaxxx
Music: Rocky Picture Horror Show songs, hah
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Cranium in the Dark
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December 04, 2007, 06:02:pm
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Inspiration ebbs and flows,
where it stops nobody knows.
It comes and goes, and goes and comes,
you try to collect it before it runs.
You hope that you can keep it there,
before it's evnescent in the air.
It's ever fleeting, ever leaving,
and then your opportunity's grieving.
I!can't!
find it!(even when)
I!do!
I can't bind it(it escapes)
It makes!me!
want to scream(going mad)
It takes!me!
a burning dream(that I can't have)
Inspiration twist and turns,
where it burns, is where it churns.
it flies and falss, and falls and flies.
you try to snatch it before it dies.
you beg that you can hold it down,
before it flies away unbound.
It's ever running, ever cunning,
and then your great something's nothing.
I!can't!
find it!(even when)
I!do!
I can't bind it(it escapes)
It makes!me!
want to scream(going mad)
It takes!me!
a burning dream(that I can't have)
It's like the curtains have closed,
and the lights shut off,
All that remains(in my brain) is darkness.
Mood: SAMMEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Music: Onward to Chaos -Frontline Attack
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Bleed Out Your Eyes
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December 04, 2007, 05:50:pm
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Bleed out your eyes,
and pout your guilty blood into my,
place of damnation,
this ultimate creation,
Well,
you hold up my head,
my hollow eyes focusing up at you,
seeing lips move,
hearing whispers in broken sequences,
as your lustful rage increases.
I feel,
the nails drag down the back of my,
Skull,
I reel,
in the pain of the stabbing stars that lie,
dull.
This is the end,
no more rebellion,
lost and bloody,
Bleed out your eyes.
Bleed out your eyes,
and drown down my,
heart of destruction,
such beautiful corruption,
Well,
your hands puppet me,
my fearful breath shivers as I am shamed,
watching your eyes,
feeling it pierce all the way through my lungs,
for your little tirade has just begun.
I feel,
the nails drag down the back of my,
Skull,
I reel,
in the pain of the stabbing stars that lie,
dull.
This is the end,
no more rebellion,
lost and bloody,
Bleed out your eyes.
So why don'y you,
bleed your little,
bleed your bloody,
bleed your filthy,
bleed them out for,
give them to,
BLEED YOUR EYES OUT FOR ME!
Mood: SAME!!!!!!!
Music: Can't Stop the bleeding -Clit45
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Rebel; One
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December 04, 2007, 05:39:pm
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Am I in your way?
Am I here to play?
cuz I have a voice,
and I have a choice,
and I won't: calm down, sit down, shut up!
and authority: bite me, go die, tough luck!
I'm your disruption!
I'll break your system, break the line,
I won't be your slave, you won't win this time.
Lets GO, LETS GO! lets go, lets go, lets go!
cuz I am the, I am the, I am the
Rebel one
Do you wanna go?
Do you want a show?
cuz I have a plan,
and I stick it to the man,
and I won't: calm down,sit down, shut up!
an authority: bite me, go die, touch luck!
I'm your disruption!
I'll break your system, break the line,
I won't be your slave, you won't win this time.
Lets GO, LETS GO! lets go, lets go, lets go!
cuz I am the, I am the, I am the
Rebel one
You stack your zombies up,
one by one oyu voodoo those dolls,
hiding within, they're your fortress walls.
How many rebels does it take to knock you down?
How many rebels does it take to knock you down?
Rebel: ONE!
Mood: SAME!!
Music: the banishment -Prong
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Clear as Pistols
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December 04, 2007, 05:30:pm
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Barely am I breathing,
in agony I crawl.
For, again your anger is teething,
and I am but your submissive ragdoll.
And I feel your worry,
through the blow to my cheek.
and I see your sorrow,
from the scars upon my flesh so weak
and I taste your toil,
by the way you psychotically scream.
this is what I get,
for being the angel of your dreams.
Hardly am I moving,
numbing pain keeps me still.
For again your rage is seething,
and I have no choice but do your will.
And I feel your worry,
through the blow to my cheek.
and I see your sorrow,
from the scars upon my flesh so weak
and I taste your toil,
by the way you psychotically scream.
this is what I get,
for being the angel of your dreams.
This is what I get,
I get it, I get it!!!
it's so clear
Mood: SAME!!!!
Music: Rebel -Casualties <3
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Ignorant 'lil Shit
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December 04, 2007, 05:21:pm
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The maggots of faith are crawling around,
you can lie to me; but I know what goes down.
In the black of night,
In the sting of your bite,
have your fun: bind me down
cock your gun: I'll swallow the bullets down
What once was lost,
now is... yeah, nevermind.
You say, you say, you say,
that it's fate, it's fate, it's fate,
but I'm not listening now
La! La! La! La! La!
That vomit called order is losing it's crown,
you can hinder me; but I've already won this round.
with the stars up on high,
with the venom in your sigh,
have your fun: bind me down,
cocl your gun: I'll spit the bullets out
What once was lost,
now is... yeah, nevermind.
You say, you say, you say,
that it's fate, it's fate, it's fate,
but I'm not listening now
La! La! La! La! La!
The entrails of dreams pleading to astound,
you can blind me; I'll still hear the sound.
Through the pierce of your eye,
Through the stab of your lie,
have your fun: bind me down
cock your gun: I'll chew the bullets like chow
I'm not listening now!
yeah, I'm not listening now,
I'm ignorant,
I'm not listening,
LA! LA! LA! LA! LA! LA!
Mood: same
Music: Cease Fire -Krum Bums
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The Frame
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December 04, 2007, 05:05:pm
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And the clock rucks,
a quarter past blood red.
glass eyes shatter, fake,
mask shedding skin.
Oh, don't you know,
where the pieces play?
where the war is waged?
Look(hard)
Breathe(deep)
Listen(silence)
Juicy red lips of wrong,
eyecandy for your corrupted soul,
will you take the bait?
will you reap the stake?
Medusa's tongue slithers,licks your ear.
taunting,playing,luring,
deny her, deny her my dear!
This is the way of the last one standing!
Now the heart pounds,
it beats a half past dead.
fabric mind frays, fragile,
Oh, can't you grasp?
where the puzzles solved?
where the apple's eaten?
Look(hard)
Breathe(deep)
Listen(deafening!)
Juicy red lips of wrong,
eyecandy for your corrupted soul,
will you take the bait?
will you reap the stake?
Medusa's tongue slithers,licks your ear.
taunting,playing,luring,
deny her, deny her my dear!
This is the way of the last one standing
Untie the rope around your waist,
Little Bo-Peep was out of her place.
God, someone put that whore back in line,
Baby, lock me up I've commited such a crime.
Will you?
will you:
fight the frame!?!?
Mood: Mellow and yet undecided
Music: Hot Piss -Some Girls
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MORE PICS!!!!!
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November 11, 2007, 10:04:pm
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I like being a photographer from time to time, and just really capture life in the littlest things, and show them in a way I see them and no one else does so here:
FROZEN IN MEMORIES:
MEMERIES ARE JUST HAUNTING ICY GHOSTS:
.....YEAAAHH, and all these pics you see here on my D.A., and the link for my D.A. is at the bottom of my pro. just incase you care that badly, ahaha^_~. Ciao baby! I'm sooo fuckn outta here!!!
Mood: ...Chinchilla like!?!?!?!!!!!!!
Music: Hit that -the offspring^^
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PICS from Samhein Feis
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November 11, 2007, 09:48:pm
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This was PART of my Samhein Feis (BEFORE then awesomely awesome bonfire, when I was with Rachel and it wasn't the WEEE hours of the FREEZING morning) lol. so without furrther adue(sp?lol):
Mood: lovely I'm at Rach's of course it's LOVELY^^ lol
Music: F*** the system -System Of a Down
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The Flesh Eating Rollerskate Holiday Joyride!!!!
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November 01, 2007, 08:53:pm
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I feel so rejuvinated, I think celebrating Samhein Feis was EVACTLY what I needed! My music is coming back to me, my happiness, my inspiration, my witty smartass-ness...come on you can't deny that THAT one's back^^.lol. aha, everything is just coming back to life, like a whole new flame burns within me, I hope you all find the flame, that's how happy I am, ..I am being NICE AND OPTIMISTIC, and rarest of all... WISHING GOOD THINGS UPONE MY OTHERS!!! ...the feeding thing tho.. I have currently stopped that..shhh!! I went with brother a few nights ago, but before that and currently I have decided to stop, I dont know why this time. just to be an idiot, and give myself thicker skin I guess^^. ...tho the sun is SUCH a BITCH lately!!! ..oh well, i have to go work on composing some stuff I HAVE to work on, BUT...YOU BETTER FUCKING LISTEN TO THE NEW PSYCHOTSICK ALBUM ENTITLED; THE FLESH EATING ROLLERSKATE HOLIDAY JOYRIDE !!!!!!!!...it Pones!!!ALL of you son of a bitches!!!! lmao, and yes, I like to spell Pone like that, so FUCK OFF^^. ahahaha..^^
Mood: ..heheheh,....HIII^^
Music: Jolly Old Sadist and Silent Night -Psychostick!!!!
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