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Electronic-Playmates's Journal
Padraig's Journal. (how original)
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Sub-Entry 1: MSN.
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November 27, 2008, 01:10:pm
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Hey everyone. I have a new MSN addy. killer-queen@live.ie add me. 
Mood: MSN
Music: MSN
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My fifth post: Every silver lining has a cloud.
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June 09, 2008, 06:50:pm
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My life at the moment is in a strange state. Things are going good: got a PS3, on my summer holidays, stuff is good.. but on the other hand, within myself is a lot of stuff I have to deal with. one of which is being single. i know that may not seem like such a big deal but it is for me. Im an affectionate, romantic person who wants someone to like him enough to go out with him. Thats me but it seems like thats too much to ask.
I also think that my family is becoming a bit more agitated towards me. I might just be paranoid but it really feels like they're being hostile...
I just wanted to vent because im going through alot and expressing it helps.
Mood: Sad... simply put
Music: None
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My fourth post: As I stand in the shadow
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February 20, 2008, 03:30:pm
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He's everywhere! At work experience, in school, at drama, in town! He's taking over! I have no safe havens! Home is the only place in which I cry and bleed and let my emotions spill all over the floor!
Alan has been the bane of my life. He's always been preferred, more popular. When he's not around I come into my own but now my friends are his friends and he's instantly popular. They fancy him and drool all over him, worshipping the ground that he walks on.
I know this is making me seem like a spiteful, jealous sonofabitch but I dont care! I'm expressing my pain. If i ever speak against him, his followers all gather and protect him. He is bulletproof. He's tearing me apart piece by piece.
I hate him.
Mood: Is bleeding a mood?
Music: The hum of my computer
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My third post: Mai Valentine... I get it!
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February 14, 2008, 10:12:am
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So today's Valentines day and I have no Valentine. Pleh. I could be worse tho. Things are good and things are bad at the moment. Im just gonna focus on the good. I have a really good female friend who I'm not going out with but the potential increases... :P
I dont know wat else to say. I just wanted a Valentines journal. soo anyway.
byebye
Mood: Pretty good
Music: End of the day- Simian
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My second post: A day in the life.
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February 12, 2008, 04:20:pm
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Time for another post I think...
My 'best friend' (I call him that but he has hurt me more than anyone else) has done it again! I honestly wish I could be all happy and let it pass but i cant! Alan has crossed over into my life, my haven, and altered the outlook of my new friends. The closer he gets to them the further I get. I am stuck in his shadow. I always have been. It hasnt gotten any easier and it never will. I can't escape him so there is nothing I can do. I have no choice but to grin and bear it...
Easier said than done though. This post isn't really gonna help in anyway but I just felt like typing about it to let off some steam. Even though the best thing for me right now is beating the hell out of Alan. The bane of my existence!
Anyway. Thats all from me today. I'll be back at some point, hopefully in a better mood now and with blood stained hands...
Mood: Extremely sad...
Music: None
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