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Einlamme's Journal
Cheap Entertainment
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Something I wrote
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August 26, 2008, 01:18:am
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I'm running, just running.
Only to find these chains.
You've got me trapped here.
Screaming, I've got to escape.
I'll fight and I'll bleed for it.
I want to taste my freedom.
Master, Master haven't I served you well?
Time to spread my wings and fly away.
Master, Master I hope you burn in hell.
You know you can only hold me back so long.
So long. Mama I'm about to be gone.
You know can't stop me.
I'm about to be free.
Gashes are turning into scars.
You are getting weaker everyday.
Only to watch me get stronger.
I realized I don't need you anymore.
It's you who need me,
But I'm on my way out the door.
Master, Master haven't I served you well?
Time to spread my wings and fly away.
Master, Master I hope you burn in hell.
You know you can only hold me back so long.
So long. Mama I'm about to be gone.
You know can't stop me.
I'm about to be free.
Call me names, and say as you wish.
There was nothing left for you to take.
Cry to your friends how I did you wrong.
On my own and never happier.
I can breath for the first time.
My servitude is up.
Master, Master haven't I served you well?
Time to spread my wings and fly away.
Master, Master I hope you burn in hell.
You know you can only hold me back so long.
So long. Mama I'm about to be gone.
You know can't stop me.
I'm free.
Mood: Frustrated
Music: Waiting - Trapt
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Why Dave and I are rad<3
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August 22, 2008, 01:42:am
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Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
sorry comp is evil
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
wb
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
i know
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
she's a evil bitch
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
we should stab her in the vagina!
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
yeshh!
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
do it right noow
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
*stabs computer in the vagina*
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
O:
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
did it moan?
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
LOL
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
lmfao
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
that bitch screamed my name
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
HAHA!
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
awesome
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
i want a pc like that
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
Everyone wants a pc thats screams their name
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
but it has to be a sexy voice
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
yeahh
fσяєνєятнєѕιcкєѕткιd.||™ ι.єαт.ѕσυlѕ.. says:
like yours :3
Forget them Wendy. Forget them all. says:
haha yeah too bad my voice isn't sexy latin like yours ENRIQUE
Mood: Rad
Music: Fake it - Seether
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My hero
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August 17, 2008, 06:32:pm
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As some of you may know,
I'm a swimmer.
Although I am unfortunetly not training right now.
I wanted to talk about someone who really inspires me.
Micheal Phelps
I don't admire too many people in this world.
But this man is incredible.
He's accomplished something no other athlete in this world has.
Watching him swim brings me to tears, and not just because he's hot.
He makes me want to train again.
He makes me want to get back in the water and accomplish things no one else has.
I <3 Micheal Phelps
Mood: Inspired
Music: Your way - Smile Empty Soul
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Good song
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August 08, 2008, 08:28:pm
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Getting away with murder - Papa Roach
Somewhere beyond hapiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishment
And your the master, and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
Getting away, getting away, getting away
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
And I dont need to, because I'm getting away with murder
I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
Getting away, getting away, getting away
Getting away, getting away, getting away
Getting away, getting away, getting away
Murder
Somewhere beyond hapiness and sadness
I need to calculate what creates my own madness
And I'm addicted to your punishments
And I'm your master, and I am craving this disaster
I feel irrational, so confrontational
To tell the truth I am getting away with murder
It is impossible to never tell the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder
Getting away, getting away, getting away
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I'm not afraid to fall
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August 01, 2008, 03:33:pm
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It means I climbed up high.
To fall is not to fail.
You fail when you don't try.
Haha thats a part of a song.
It keeps playing over and over in my head.
I got a destination.
Now I just need to know how to get there.
Sickness is pretty much done.
I'm alive.
Haha that's what matters right?
Mood: Content
Music: If it feels right - Bret Ryan
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Fix meeee
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July 24, 2008, 09:25:pm
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*Whines, pouts, and throws things*
Kay so I have the flu,
And I'm kinda wishing it'd just kill me.
I had to cancel all my plans this week.
I've never had the flu before,
So I'm not handling it well (obviously haha.)
Ugh I hate feeling weak.
Be good VF friends
And send me stuff to cheer me up=[
Mood: Miserable
Music: Rainbow Veins - Owl City
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The running back
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July 12, 2008, 09:10:pm
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I hate people with the attitude
"If I'm not happy no one around me can be happy."
Tomorrow I'm going back to my moms.
It feels like such a backward step.
I'm going to miss Toronto.
Especially him.
Charles...My Prince Charming Perfectpants.
He's everything I've ever wanted.
And I'll probably never going to see him again.
I'm being ripped away because someone
Can't handle the fact that I'm happier than he is.
Thanks so much best friend. *sarcasm*
Every things pretty much packed.
I've been crying all evening.
I want to figure out a plan, a solid/stable one.
Ugh this all so frustrating.
Someone please just wave their magic wand
And save me.
Mood: Depressed
Music: Love addict - family force 5
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The running away
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July 01, 2008, 11:50:pm
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Well tomorrow I'm leaving for Toronto.
I'm going to move in with my best friend.
Start a dysfunctional family free life,
And hopefully become that much closer to my PhD.
That much closer to happiness and success.
There are some things and people I'll miss here.
However, I'm used to leaving.
This leave is about me.
I'm going to concentrate on myself.
I'm taking care of myself for once.
Wish me luck.
Mood: Stressed
Music: These walls - Trapt
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Happy Birthday to me!
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May 29, 2008, 02:07:am
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Well today I turn 18.
Today I'm an "adult".
My life isn't at all what I thought it would be.
But I guess that's how it works right?
In my 18 years I feel like I've experienced 70.
Maybe it will get easier...
Somehow I'm doubting that though.
I'm trying to figure things out and accomplish my goals.
I know that I know a lot.
But I also know it's not nearly enough.
I'm sitting here thinking about my life,
And I'm trying not have any regrets.
A lot of the bad things that have happened to me
Have made me stronger as a person.
However, I'm so tired of being so naive.
I'm tired of loving the wrong people.
Expecting so much from people only to be disappointed.
Maybe in the future this will change.
I'll find healthy love and happiness.
At least I'm hoping....
I always thought I'd have some huge, crazy bash for my 18th.
Things change..such is life
But I can't help wishing some things were different
Especially with a special someone.
It's sink or swim time.
Let's see if I can do this
Mood: Nostalgic
Music: Headstrong - Trapt
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Pressure
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May 28, 2008, 01:37:am
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Tell me where our time went
And if it was time well spent
Just don't let me fall asleep
Feeling empty again
Cause I fear I might break
and I fear I can't take it
Tonight I'll lie awake feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Now that I'm losing hope
And there's nothing else to show
For all of the days that we spent
Carried away from home
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Without you
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
Some things I'll never know
And I had to let them go
I'm sitting all alone feeling empty
I can feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
We're better off without you
Feel the pressure
It's getting closer now
You're better off without me
Mood: Scared
Music: Pressure by Paramore
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