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I'm tiiiiiired October 07, 2008, 11:31:pm
the time is about 5:20 am. I haven't slept for like ages. I'm really tired right now D: but even more than I'm tired, I'm hungry. I'm hungry all the time now. I eat almost all the time. It can't be healty :S I think I'm gonna try to sleep a couple of hours and get some food before I go to sleep. I'm so fucking hungry. I need food. and I need sl. Ooouh, I'm going up north from friday to sunday. I'm gonna meet this girl I've been talking to online for about a year. she's awesome ; p can't wait too meet her. tho, I'm a bit nervous about the meeting, but I really can't wait until I finally meet her and can give her a major big hug ^^, And like, I'm nervous, but at the same time I've been waiting for this almost a year now. I was supposed to meet her when I was there in November last year, but then she chickened out and didn't show up anyways D: But this time she has to come, if she don't I've said I'll stop talking to her forever. and she says that she don't wanna loose me, so she's gonna show up. and it's gonna be so awesome. and she's like one of those person who can talk to someone and then tell what kind of person you are. it really scared me, cos she said how I was, that I'm like I prefer to make others around me happy and such, cos I just can't make myself happy. and that I easily get hurt, but that I try to just pretend that I don't get hurt and such. and that is very much right. and she is just so awesome. and I'm so glad that she is my fr.. FUCK IT!! my whole day has been filled with dejâ vu all the time :S and before I heard this song, and I saw this film, right, and I felt like I had experienced that a few years ago, but the only thing is that I was watching "what happens in vegas" and listened to a song that wasn't in 2001. it's so wierd. it kinda scares me. and it has been happening all the time D:
Gah. but Now I'm so HUNGRY! I'm gonna go and get some food, and then I'm gonna go sleep ^^,
Night people ^^,
Strawberry-jam September 29, 2008, 07:42:pm
I feel like. Really wierd. Like, like no ones like me. Like I don't fit in.
Why? Simply cos everytime I get horney, I feel like strawberry-Jam. and when I get horney and don't get laid, I go crazy if I don't get any strawberry-jam. Seriously, I was like really turned on when I met my girl today, and we were around loads of people, and now I've just finished eating almost 0.5 kg. of strawberry-jam. I'm about to run out of strawberry-jam now O_x Am I the only one that is like that ? O_x it's annoying, cos what if I don't have any strawberry-jam, and I'm like really turned on, and I can't get my girl here or something, what should I do then ? I can't get my self to sleep when I am like this. that's why I sit here 1.40 am whining about what I should do if I run out of strawberry-jam x)
August 12, 2008, 09:59:pm
Seriously.. It's 4 in the morning, I should been sleeping a loong time ago.. I said I was gonna go to bed a couple of hours ago or something, but somehow I ended up watching "The Twilight Zone" And "The L Word" x] Lol
But I guess I got too much shit on my mind to get some sleep anyways.. but I guess that in an hour og so I gotta go sleeping anyways D:
Mood: Confused

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