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Why Me? September 12, 2008, 06:33:am
For fuck sakes, when will I ever get a break?

Everything is going wrong at the worst possible time.

It's not fair, All I want is to be happy.

Is that so much to fucking ask in this sad and annoying life.

I can see how people become depressed and kill theirselves now, to be honest, I am close to joining them.

Ever since I moved to this shit-hole apartment, everything has gone downhill.

Thought I would write something down here, so at least I can pretend people do care.

Don't know how much more of this I can actually take though.

Seriously, it's beginning to get to me to a point I feel like doing something really stupid.
Mood: Hurt
Music: Arch Enemy - Behind The Smile
Ripped Open August 29, 2008, 06:09:pm
My heart has turned cold.

No longer will it beat until that one day when I am re-united with my one true love.

Two years is a long time, please wait for me!

You know who you are.. I will wait till the dawn of the end of the world for you.

Every day apart will be like a continuous torment.

For now we can be friends and that is all, but nothing more can happen until the timer runs out fully.

I love you and always will do..

My dying heart,,, hears your call, but is too lifeless to respond.
Mood: FUCKING RIPPED OPEN
Music: Killswitch Engage - My Curse
Beautiful song May 13, 2008, 08:07:am
This song is SIMPLY the most Amazing song EVER to be written!

Nickleback - Far Away lyrics

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

[Fade out]


Mood: Overwhelmed with Happiness
Music: Take a guess... Yep it's Nickleback - Far Away XD

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