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Moving
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February 28, 2008, 05:37:pm
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The only time that I have ever moved was when I was like 1 years old. I am about 15 and a half, and I am terrified about moving. I live in Toledo, Ohio and my dad wants us to move down to Cincinatti, Ohio. The only reason why I don't want to move is because of my boyfriend, Jacob. We both promised each other that we would movew together, as in having our OWN house.
Well, my parents said that if we (me and Jacob) wanted him to move with us, he could live with us. See, I'm 15 (going on 16) and he's 18 (going on 19), and some people find that to be risky. Now honestly, how is that risky?
I love him so much, we have known each other for about 9 months and been together for about 8. Yea, I know, it's too early to be dating, well I DON'T GIVE A FUCKING RAT'S ASS!
We even want to have a family together. (Save your pathetic Aw's for my funeral). We already planned our wedding, and it is so organic! We want a Black and Red wedding. No church, outdoors in a forest. Candle lit Reseption. Organic food (fruits, only because I love them). Recorded music. Red and Black roses (Only for the bride) Pretty much we want something unique but cheap.
But I don't want to be away from him so far and long. Just thinking about it makes me cry on the outside, but also kills me inside.
Am I wrong to feel so horrible for leaving?
Mood: Scared
Music: Evanesence-- Bring Me to Life
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