Sorry I'm not here much anymore - it's not that I don't love this site and my friends on it, I'm just really busy now with my new girlfriend. And finally, I have found someone who treats me right and makes me really, really happy =D I will try to get on here more, but no guarantees. Love you all! Mood: SUCH HAPPINESS Music: The purring of Abby
I remember the place The place I used to go Laying in my bed Shaking Tears streaming down my face Hyperventilating Breathing was nearly impossible
I remember the stress Of all those years People who hurt me Who cast me aside As if I was nothing Blamed me For things that were not my fault
I remember the sorrow As it enveloped my soul My very being It was all I felt All I knew how to feel It affected me Consumed my very existence completely
I remember the pain Of what he did to me I used to re-live it Tormented by My memories Memories of being hurt Of being brutally abused until I was sick
I remember the darkness All lights off In the dead of night Some people fear the dark I don't I found it to be comforting My only friend through all the rough times
I don't go to the place anymore Not since I met her I no longer feel the stress I no longer feel the sorrow I no longer feel the pain I no longer long for the cover Of darkness
Instead, I think of her I remember how it feels when she cuddles with me I remember looking into her eyes I remember holding her hand I remember her smile I remember her soul's radiance I don't know what it is about her But when I am with her All my suffering goes away I go to a new place A different place A happy place Mood: In love with Erica
So I've been getting close to this amazing girl I met at school. Her name is Erika and she's reaaalllly pretty and cute too Hopefully I can make her my girlfriend soon! I uploaded a pic of her prettiness Mood: Incredibly happy if you couldn't already tell :D Music: Ode to Joy - The Adicts
Posted here so my friend can read it, and for the lolz!
So this guy I've never met friend requests me on Facebook, and as soon as I start talking to him, he wants to meet me. It was pretty creepy.
Here's the conversation we had. I figured I should save it in case he tries to contact me again, though he's been deleted, blocked, and reported at this point. He was scary.
7:18pmEmmanuel HEY
7:19pmDebby Hey what's up?
7:20pmEmmanuel Am cool
7:20pmDebby That's good
7:20pmEmmanuel can i meet you
7:21pmDebby O.o no
7:22pmEmmanuel why no
7:22pmDebby I have no idea who you are
7:22pmEmmanuel am a prince
7:23pmDebby I don't care if you're the king of the universe. I'm not going to meet you all sudden
7:23pmEmmanuel am not what you think i am
7:24pmDebby Yeah, right, I'm magically going to trust you just because you say that
7:24pmEmmanuel am God fearing human
7:24pmDebby am an Atheist
7:25pmEmmanuel thank you for the honour
7:25pmDebby I'm just telling you I have a different religious view than you
7:26pmEmmanuel a musician or movie artst
7:26pmDebby That's cool
7:26pmEmmanuel what religion are you saying
7:27pmDebby I do not believe in God
7:27pmEmmanuel what did you blif in
7:28pmDebby Freedom, and the fact that God is not what makes a person good
7:29pmEmmanuel thats true
7:30pmDebby mhm
7:30pmEmmanuel how can i belif dat am not in the wrong hand
7:30pmDebby huh???
7:31pmEmmanuel you are from
7:31pmDebby I am from the planet Muurq
7:31pmEmmanuel cus i want to make u my close pal
7:31pmDebby NO
7:32pmEmmanuel why are u saying no
7:33pmEmmanuel i belif things are made to be like this sumtimes
7:34pmDebby I believe you are a creep. And plus, you would be terrified of me
7:34pmEmmanuel how
7:35pmDebby I am a cannibal and will not hesitate to kill you
7:36pmEmmanuel whatever it is man are meant to die once
7:38pmDebby Well I love to tortue my victims. I have sulphiric acid brewing in basement. I drill into peoples' skulls and pour the acid into their brains. They walk around like zombies for a day or two. It's really fun. but then they always die :-(
7:38pmEmmanuel all what i want. is to be ur friend
7:40pmDebby Yay a new puppet to play with! I would love to chain you to the wall and starve you for days
(Something got lost here but he mentioned regretting meeting me)
7:41pmDebby You won't regret it because you will die at the end. Well, you'll probably regret it before I kill you
7:44pmEmmanuel if that is what u tink,then lrt srr
7:44pmDebby lrt srr?????
7:44pmEmmanuel i say let see
7:45pmDebby No, the voices don't want you anywhere near me. they are telling me you are a bad man. I can only kill who the voices allow me to kill
7:46pmEmmanuel u re judging me wronly
7:46pmDebby I do not judge. the voices do. they are screaming at me now
7:47pmEmmanuel i know u av one xperience or other
but am not like that
7:49pmEmmanuel pls chnge ur imprehention towards me
7:50pmDebby You can try to convince the voices otherwise but it will not work. Lucibunux thinks you are trying to hard to get your way and Fewazi thinks you're not respecting me at all
7:51pmEmmanuel i knw it will be hrd for you to belif
7:52pmDebby It's not up to me. It's up to my leaders. they say no
7:52pmEmmanuel but pls give me trail
7:52pmDebby NO
7:53pmEmmanuel let me prove to you that am not one of them
7:54pmDebby You get NO CHANCE
7:55pmEmmanuel debby am 100% serious
7:56pmDebby I, Lucibunux, and Fewazi are 100% serious too. STAY AWAY FROM ME!!!
7:57pmEmmanuel ok but in future u will know
7:57pmDebby NO. I AM NEVER GOING TO MEET YOU> LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
7:58pmEmmanuel very soon u ll loveto meet me
7:58pmDebby NO
7:59pmEmmanuel wot can i say for you to belif me
8:00pmDebby Nothing
Because I am never going to believe you
8:01pmEmmanuel like i said earlier
8:01pmDebby like I said earlier: NO
8:01pmEmmanuel i know it will be hard for u to trust me
but pls for Gods sake
belif me for once
8:03pmDebby You don't fucking get it do you, you stupid twat? I will never trust your dumb ass nor allow my greatness to be brought down by the presence of a sick motherfucker like you. FUCK OFF
8:04pmEmmanuel u are annouyd
pls dnt be cus
i belif it hasnt got to dat
8:06pmDebby I AM ANNOYED BECAUSE YOU WONT LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!
8:07pmEmmanuel but even though u call me all sort of names
8:07pmDebby I FUCKING HATE YOU GO AWAY
8:07pmEmmanuel as far as i am not going to hurt uu
its welllllllllll
8:08pmDebby GOOD FUCKING BYE
8:09pmEmmanuel why are u hating m
pls do me a favour
8:09pmDebby IF YOU FUCKING LISTENED TO ME I WOULDNT HATE YOUR GUTS BUT YOU DONT FUCKING LISTEN TO A THING I SAY YOU DUMB CUNT
8:10pmEmmanuel go and check my profile
8:10pmDebby I AM GOING TO GO TO YOUR PROFILE SO I CAN BLOCK YOU
8:11pmEmmanuel uu will out wat i am sayn
8:11pmDebby NO Mood: Neutral, slightly happy Music: *Farts*
Hopefully I can make her my girlfriend soon! I uploaded a pic of her prettiness