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DeathMonkeyX's Journal
no ones gonna read it anyway
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ppl are
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May 16, 2008, 04:22:am
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selfish , stupid zombies
who follow orders because apparently there is an invisible collar that will explode unless they obey....
oh?what as that? theres no collar? ......idiots
grrr......
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cross an open heartache
false bottom is real
nothing more is at stake
nothing left to feel
nothing in the middle
to give a shit
life is slowly wasted
slowly bit by bit
---cant stop us now
should of planned ahead
my heart bleeds kool aid
the sweet bitter taste of life
is dripping out from my everything
the cherry flavor just isnt right
at the end of the night
we'll say goodbye---
is this how you want it
left out in the dark
do u feel completed
no that your soul departs
is it how you imagined
was it worth it all
you missed your chance to grab it
now youve lost all
---cant stop us now
should of planned ahead
my heart bleeds kool aid
the sweet bitter taste of life
is dripping out from my everything
the cherry flavor just isnt right
at the end of the night
we'll say goodbye---
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nones gonna read it anyway pt1
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May 06, 2008, 02:37:am
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apparently girls aren't as smart as they would like to claim to be. Guys and girls are equally stupid. we all sit trying to find that perfect situation., with gas prices nowadays anything to far becomes a pain to go anywhere AND be able to do anything.
we can have someone right in front of us, ready to give us all the passion in the world that we ask for, all the attention or whatever and we will still look for greener grass.
unfortunately until something better happens with the economy , long distance relationships are harder than they should be. especially when u live in the same state.
we would like to believe that there is 1 true love, but nowadays there really isn't. there are so many people running around you are most likely going to find 2 or even 3 ppl that are just a like with maybe how they look being the big difference.
the funny thing is....the MAJORITY, will complain and moan about , how no one cares about them , and how all they want is someone to love them for who they are.
girls will be like how they want that guy that is different from the rest, guys will be like man if she was could be into this and that, girls are like i need communication..guys are like lying about all this crap they like to do but really never do because they "don't have time for it" but the girls buy into it anyway. then girls pretty much do the same thing. giving you all this attention in the beginning, you should know something is wrong ppl, they never ask about how your family is doing. how your kids are.. what your animals are up to, that should be some kind of a sign right?
then there is that one guy or girl who can see the you for you. who cares about how your family is doing and about what is going on in your life. who may not have a lot to say about themselves but love just to hear you talk about whatever. they aren't desperate ppl, hey just know who deserves or needs the love that they have to give. the ones that deserve your attention in return because you will most likely experience what you have always wanted to.
I get angry at my self and angry at the ppl around me for being so purposely blind sometimes. you know what we all know what the other person feels like too, we have all liked someone that didn't feel the same way. and we still refuse to give ourselves the chance...lame
Mood: angry
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