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what the fuck is happening to me?
fired November 27, 2008, 11:27:am
hey all....i got fired, but......bleh, its fine, i guess life just wanted to throw me a fuckin curveball all over again.......i fuckin hate it, oh well...life blows......woo.....fuck it
hey guys November 14, 2008, 06:10:pm
hey guys...im moving to an apt now, but my laptop is fucked up.....so i wont be able to get on for a while.....in fact, i dont know when ill be able to get on again, ill miss you guys until i can get another system...or at least until i get my system working........feel free to call if any of you like, my number is 1-208-300-0508....keep in touch guys
Mood: blehish
housing! November 02, 2008, 12:11:am
hey guys....heres some good news.....well....goodish......my sister says i have an extention on my home here to a week before her baby is due....so that gives me two more weeks to find a home.........woo fuckin hoo.....so yeah...just thought i'd let all you know....dammit...i was fuckin scared out of my wits too....GRRRR!
it stings.....ill admit it.. October 28, 2008, 11:49:am
hey all......heres a bombshell to drop on all of you...she got engaged! WOO! not to me! lol. had to make sure you all understood that....cause some of you are a might slow *cough*Logan*cough* but yeah, she got engaged........fuckin hurt like hell at first....but after about an hour....i was, and still am, genuinely happy for her. when she was in her coma i guess she was on the edge of death and he was the only one there, calling her name, so she latched on and came back, so as much as i used to think he was an asshole....how can i hate him now? so yeah, last night we talked about shit...and i ended up hurting her reaaaaaally bad, which i had to fight like hell past to salvage our friendship.

which brings up the question.....why?

why is it that i can forgive people so fast after they've hurt me?

why do things bounce off of me so damn fast?

why the hell havent i bought new shoelaces yet?

and last off......

why is it every time i fall for a girl....theres always the same yuckyish ( i know...faggish word) holdups????
taken, other counties, 98% lesbian.......stuff like that....

oh well....if anyone has any answers.....fill me in!
well...life got a little less hellish October 27, 2008, 06:47:pm
well.....i found out why she couldnt call.....she was in the hospital with a diabatic coma......and hun...i apologize for thinking you would do that to me......
Mood: guilty

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