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DarkiePLAGUE's Journal
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<3
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July 10, 2008, 11:26:am
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Lol uhmmm Hiiiya!
you prolly wouldnt remember me..
But im darkie [obviously..]
and
i pretty much disapeared for a bit
6 months to be exact.
but im back?
annd.
its nice to see you again :]
Lol
Im gonna make a new myspace since my last one was hacked.
[bastards]
lol when im done il make another journal with a link <3
kaythanks xxoo
MISSED YOU
Mood: plastic 0-o
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Happiness returns
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January 19, 2008, 03:27:am
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well..
because a few leeking secrets
i broke down
but
thanks to my friends
My true friends
the one who will always own my heart
Steve - the one who let me borrow his heart
while mines missing. <3
Spike - the one who picked me up when i fell down, hes like the hero that never came.  <333
Aoi - So kind hearted, he could never hurt a fly, oh how he makes me blush. <333
NayNay - the one who has always been there for me, through bitchfights and through wars <33
Thankyou all.
Idk what i would have done with out you.
and at such short notice.
a heart doesnt take long to break,
but it takes friends to patch it up again
i Love you all.
im just so greatful your all there for me.
and im there for you.
Mood: Happy
Music: Tranquilize - The Killers
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i hate that i loved him.
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January 19, 2008, 01:25:am
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After a while you learn the subtle difference
between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love does not mean leaning and company,
does not mean security.
And you begin to learn that kisses are not contracts
and presents are not promises.
And you begin to accept a refusal with your head up
and your eyes clear
with the grace of an adult.
not the heartache of a child.
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January 18, 2008, 11:12:pm
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Hes fucking right..
i should.
I told you love kills you.
I fucking miss my brother!!
i miss my parents!
so why do i miss him too?!
ARRGH!
idk what to do!!!!
Omfg..
I hate myself!
I HATE LOVE!
I HATE IT!
WHY THE FUCK DID I FALL INTO IT?!
WHY THE FUCK DID I HAVE TO FUCKING DO THIS!
FFS!
Im so stupid..
Il never amount to anything..
i really should just hang myself..
no.
not now.
only i will ever know i love him..
he wont.
i had love.. and then i let it go.
i just wanna talk to him.. just once more.
Ffs no..
ughh
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omfg.. who needs a hero.
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January 18, 2008, 10:53:pm
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I Knew It!
I Fucking knew it!
Im in fucking love..
I cant fucking beleive it..
How can i fucking be inlove?!
HOW?!
FUCKING HELL!
I HATE THIS!
I HATE IT!
ITS FUCKING WORSE THEN PAIN!
is it even real..?
who cares now.
i fucking saved him the worry and trouble.
and now i never wanna see the fucking daylight again.
I couldnt hate myself more..
i did it for him..
not me.
He was fucking fixing my problem!!
FFS!
I cant let that happen.
Im fine!
UGH!
FUcking hell..
i think my heart just sank..
i can feel my heart beat in my back.
Im sorry.
ive had enough with this..
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