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Daisy_Dismay's Journal
FIFI xxx
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Darri Angelstarr
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October 08, 2008, 04:18:pm
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I would into Death's embrace,
Fall careless, loveless,
Beautiful, filled with grace,
If i could just, one last,
Pathetic, foolish, painful,
Moment of Goodbye, to cast
My eyes into yours, True Blue.
I felt, at one time, far gone,
That I was nothing without you,
Foolish Youth, i was, so wrong.
ღღ°•.♥.•°ღღ
Mood: ?
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sleeping...
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July 17, 2008, 07:49:pm
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I'm so vulnerable in bed with you...so exposed, you could do anything to me, and I wouldn't be able to stop you, but you don't.
you lie there, wrap yourself around me, hold me tight and talk to me.
I've never met anyone quite like you, you remind me of Darren except different.
I thought you were going to be an asshole, but you're lovely, you're so sweet and caring, and if something you do upsets me I can tell you and you don't get mad or in a huff. You are the first guy in a while I've felt comfortable enough to sleep in your bed and not get dirty or fuck you...
The things you said to me yesterday, really touched me. No one has ever told me after a week how crazy about me they are, or told their friends how unique I am. You wanted to be a whore for a while, and stay single but I'm sorry...your mine now.
Mood: thoughtfull
Music: none
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vegetables....>=(
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July 02, 2008, 05:46:pm
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i frickin hate them!!!! and they just keep gettin shoved at me....its disgusting...im not unhealthy r nutin...i like salad an potatoes and beans n shit, bu vegetable curry? with really big chunks of 'em in it....aaaaaahhhhh...was all broccoli, courgette (which i absolutly despise!),auburgine, n all this other yuckiness...and it was al dente!!!!
i dont get why at almost 18, im still having dinners like tha handed to me.
i spent all day online lukin for a job, which their always at me to do, and then she gives out that i sat round all day!!! parents r such wierdos...she tells me to get out and in the same sentence tells me dont dare leave til im 18...every few days shes at me to get out, i didnt talk to her for a week r go to the house and all she can say when i do is dont think your goin out again....we're a family apparently. when it suits her. i love my dad, and my sister claire...bu my mother just drives me nuts.
glad its not just me tho, a lot of people i know are having mother problems....
haha my journal almost always starts off about something stupid and gets more serious...really hate vegetables tho!
xx
Mood: flirty...!
Music: just tha tv n claire n paul....
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just stuff
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July 01, 2008, 05:54:pm
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I saw HIM twice today...it didn't hurt so much. I felt sadness at how we act like each other doesn't exist, but that was all.
I'm talking to Ian again...it's so nice. He gets me. Still not ready to talk to him properly, but I love him so I'll deal with it.
I don't want to be all in love and what not, I'm seventeen, I don't need to find tha one and get married and shit, I've my whole life for that.
i would like a sweet guy who will treat me right though, who i can trust and enjoy spending time with. Someone who will hold me while i sleep and kiss my tears away, someone who will understand my relationship with my mother and will just listen.
Mood: thoughtful
Music: pink-who knew
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hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahah
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June 26, 2008, 02:44:pm
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so fun-knee hawhaw.....
lifes so sweet....everythings free....wooooo!!!
met a 28yr old married woman at i gig i went to for free...linkin park hahaa
extremly stoned ryt now yay!!!!!!!
love to all!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Mood: haaaaappppppyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
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