Why can't I just get over her. We broke up almost 2 weeks ago and still are great friends, but every time I see that smile and laugh it just makes me cringe with depression of remembering what once was. I just wish I could have her back. I wish I could just tell her this. :/ Mood: eh :/ Music: none
Seem like I just met you yesterday... where did it all go
September 12, 2012, 07:47:pm
Today I gave my last try to bring Sophie back into my life. She denied it. and I love her still and always will and she will always have a spot in my heart reserved just for her. I will always think of all the skype calls, all the txts, all the hearts, all thee laughs, all of the kind gestures. Maybe some day you will txt me and it will all be okay again. But I fear it may just never happen. I did not mean to hurt her I had to try other relationships. I hope some where in your mind you are thinking the same thing as me. I just don't know what to do every few minutes BOOM! you come back in to my mind. I just hate this! Mood: Depresed Music: NONE
I feel like everything is just falling apart. Its all my fault I cant handle feeling like this anymore but I guess I have to. Its just I lost a best friend as a friend and I tried every thing to bring her back and I'm now crying about it. I broke up with my girl friend yesterday and I feel like she is miserable. The only thing that makes my life worth living is my friend Melody. I just want happiness for my friends not sadness. I hate this!