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Iz Back October 08, 2008, 10:33:pm
So yeah, just remembeered my pass for here fter about an hour of tryin to figure it out xD

anyways, yeha havent been on in ages. first time back, yay welcome me xD
Music: Musica Mi Liberated
Attention. June 10, 2008, 07:11:pm
Do you pay attention I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own journal.
Left My Side June 09, 2008, 09:03:pm
"As i sit here,
alone in the dark,
my only thought,
si you in my heart.

Why did you go,
and leave my side,
now i just sit,
sit here and hide."

Well Krys (Amazing, amazing Krys!) told
me to try write more stuff, so here i am,
tryin xD

I know its short, and i know it sucks,
but i just wrote this.
Mood: Ok-ish
Music: Beijo = Morandi
June 09, 2008, 08:40:pm

"Hiding behind a veil, of tears and fear, has
got me being somebody i'm not. Somebody i shouldn't be;
it's not me.

All the tears i've cried, could fill up oceans;
oceans where fish are dead, where the water is
like acid to human flesh. This isn't what i am;
this isn't me.

I'm such a happy person really; until you
destroyed me. Words that ripped at my heart,
teared at my soul. You killed me, and my heart.

But i'm over that. You and me..
we were never meant to be. That much is clear.
I have to rediscover myself now.. before its too late.

Before you take the last part of me and my soul away."
I just found this on my pc. I know its mine cus
nobody else goes on this computer.

Dunno what i was thinking back then, but it
sounds so low.. i don't want to go back there
again.
Life. [Update] May 25, 2008, 04:05:am

Well where should i start..

recently i've been having a recurring dream. Its about an ex, and me sneaking into her house to see our child and then she sees me, we both burst into tears, she gives me a second chance, and i wake up.

Well i got in contact with the ex in the dream..

and atm it seems like a blessing in disguise. We're tlaking again now, she forgives me for all my past mistakes. SHe's also moving back to near where i live again, which is amazing news to me, and she is just soo... wow. I'm so happy shes back in my life. I just feel for her right now.

x
Mood: I don't Know - Confused?
Music: None.

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