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CHECKxYESxJULIET's Journal
my life;
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switching to taco! going lesbo!
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June 30, 2008, 10:02:pm
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ughh i am soo done with boys!
SO DONE!
okay
boy #1
is my JERK of a boyfriend. who says hes lost all feelings fer me..yet when were together in person he sings like a fucking canarie "how much he loves me" and "wants to be with me" Psh..
boy #2
who ive known fer almost 3 years. Is a total asshole! he acts all big-an-bad like hes the shit. And everyday theres a conflict between us! its always wht I did. Im like...freaking in love with this kidd! and he doesnt even kare if i live or die :'(
boy #3
Is sooo confussing. Hes "oh so in love" with his EX. and is now going out with her. HA yesterday he was calling ME baby and telling ME he cares fer ME. everytime i open the door to let someone in my house they always tear it down..
Mood: frustrated!!
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my boyfriend:)
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June 17, 2008, 07:52:pm
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is a fucking self-centerd BASTARD!
everything he is doing to me is causing me mental stress!!
hes fucking killing me! breaking my heart day by day!
he says he has no more feelings fer me?! wtf
ohh but NOO he would never breakup with me..so he says
and whenever i text you ya treat me like shit?! NO not gonna fly!
just cuz you lost sum feeling dont give you the rite to be an ass to me! ME!
i didnt fucking change yur fucking mindd! ass-fuck!
when is he gonna start thinking about ME! && my feelings!
he doesnt even KNOW what im going through!
UGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
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Mood: pissed the FUCKK OFF!
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inHALE the blind kid
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May 15, 2008, 09:20:pm
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he holds the shadderd peices in his hands
i wonder if he knows he can fix it
it could be fixed in seconds
but im to afraid to ask him if he needs help
i want him to figure it out on his own
but hes blind, and cant see
everytime i see him my heart poors out to him
this boy who sees nothing
this boy...
who cant see how much i care
i want him to figure it out on his own
but hes blind, and cant see
Mood: sad
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Brick by brick she builds a wall
To surround her aching heart
Mortared stone laced tight and strong
No one will pull her apart
Each brick she makes with practiced ease
She’s done this all before
Guilt and shame, abuse and fame
Just part of a daily chore
One biting word began the task
Of building that great wall
And no one knows how it will end
Or if it will at all
If by chance she finds a place
Where she has left a door
She might in a moment let one in
Then wonder whatever for
The door in splinters, her heart bleeding tears
The building begins again
To seal up the doorway that promised life
But delivered so much pain
Mortared stone laced tight and strong,
No one will pull her apart
Brick by brick she builds her wall
To surround her arching heart
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