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Brittany_Brutal's Journal
my piece of shit life
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heartache
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August 27, 2008, 04:36:am
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i tell myself it just wasn't meant to be cause we can't be like we want to be. you and me this just doesn't seem to even work out right we say we love each other. so maybe im better off with no lover wearing my heart on my sleeve is a curse when i talk to you and see you my heart beats fast and yet when i see you smiling with the person your lover,my heart just wants to burst. its harder each time not sure why i even bother cause i fear we will never be together every wish i make when the clock strikes 11:11 hoping that my wish could for once come true i love you with all my heart but i know inside it will never come true so as i just tear my heart out no longer will i let my feelings get in the way so this is i love you. but i just can't see you and me. cause it seems we just weren't simply meant to be
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what a night
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August 22, 2008, 12:41:am
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my brand new camera is gone missing this hoe reacts all stupid and immature just cause i asked her if she seen it, after asking everyone else. i get back here and ask to talk to her and she just wow acts all stupid and is like " i don't see why their is anything to talk about" grrr i fucking hate hoes like that glade that stupid bitch got kicked out of my bros so glade but still blah cause i haven't found my camera =[
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damaged
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June 12, 2008, 03:08:am
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what is it when you fell in love a true love with someone and gave everything that you are to someone,who lives miles away from you. then something happens and you are torn ten times more then you ever were ever before. so you you try to move on but you know no one could ever fill this empty space you have again. cause that one person that ever could make you whole was that one person you gave your heart away to. i guess what im exactly asking is.. should i stop trying to look for others that make me whole. when i met that special someone who was meant for only me. even thou the fact that i was hurt and things are so blurry when it comes to that one special person now. but yet i feel the same as i did before now again. could it be that i have forgiven him for hurting me, should i let that person be here, cause without them i feel alone even when people are around. except when him. wow sry needed to clear my head
Mood: confused
Music: love is dead-kerli
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debating
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May 29, 2008, 01:54:am
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of just erasing myself from everyones life like it matters =[
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