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heartache August 27, 2008, 04:36:am

i tell myself it just wasn't meant to be
cause we can't be like we want to be.
you and me
this just doesn't seem to even work out right
we say we love each other.
so maybe im better off
with no lover

wearing my heart on my sleeve is a curse
when i talk to you and see you
my heart beats fast and yet when i see you
smiling with the person your lover,my heart just wants to burst.

its harder each time not sure why i even bother
cause i fear we will never be together

every wish i make when the clock strikes 11:11
hoping that my wish could for once come true
i love you with all my heart
but i know inside
it will never come true

so as i just tear my heart out
no longer will i let my feelings get in the way
so this is i love you.

but i just can't see
you and me.
cause it seems we just weren't
simply meant to be




what a night August 22, 2008, 12:41:am
my brand new camera is gone missing this hoe reacts all stupid and immature
just cause i asked her if she seen it, after asking everyone else.
i get back here and ask to talk to her and she just wow acts all stupid and is like " i don't see why their is anything to talk about" grrr i fucking hate hoes like that


glade that stupid bitch got kicked out of my bros


so glade but still blah cause i haven't found my camera =[
damaged June 12, 2008, 03:08:am
what is it when you fell in love a true love with someone and gave everything that you are to someone,who lives miles away from you. then something happens and you are torn ten times more then you ever were ever before. so you you try to move on but you know no one could ever fill this empty space you have again. cause that one person that ever could make you whole was that one person you gave your heart away to. i guess what im exactly asking is.. should i stop trying to look for others that make me whole. when i met that special someone who was meant for only me.

even thou the fact that i was hurt and things are so blurry when it comes to that one special person now. but yet i feel the same as i did before now again. could it be that i have forgiven him for hurting me, should i let that person be here, cause without them i feel alone even when people are around. except when him.


wow sry needed to clear my head


Mood: confused
Music: love is dead-kerli
debating May 29, 2008, 01:54:am
of just erasing myself from everyones life

like it matters =[

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