i got into an arguement with a mansonite not too long ago and i guess ill use that as a way to kind of get to my feelings about the "god of fuck". SOOO im sure a mansonite isnt some big mystery, kind of a stereotypical "goth" whom feels the need to dye their hair black, shave the sides, wear make up in odd fashions, and of course, EVERY manson shirt he can get his mommy to agree to purchase along with his 55$ pair of tripp pants! now im no stranger to manson, i used to listen to him alot, and ive even seen him live. mansons "MESSAGE" can be interpreted in more than one way. the way ive seen it, his message is one i believe in, individualism and to abolish the concepts of morality and normality and to question authority and perhaps most of all, destroy the concept of idols and worshiping of mainstream society. he isnt the first to do this, this is what punk rock is all about pretty much. NOW...HERES where i see the irony...his fans are the most ignorant, uninformed, sheep next to juggalos (ill get to THEM soon) has ANYONE ever met a hardcore manson fan thats playlist doesnt consist of nothing BUT manson and maybe a few nine inch nails songs and of course the occasional slipknot/korn singles? all these mansonites have EVERYTHING manson! bedroom, clothes, body modification, music collection, internet social networking, any name they write involves the words marilyn and or manson! they WORSHIP this man!...WHERE IS THE INDIVIDUALITY IN THAT?!! they are living contradictions!!, dressing and listening to his music is ONE thing but many of these mindless sheep would lick a cops asshole if he told them to! so mansons message FAILED! these sad excuses for individual human beings as opposed to a black blob are on their hands and knees, bowing down to their idol. they are conforming to the exact thing HE claims to be AGAINST...so what id love to know is how does HE feel about this? how does he feel about his message being the EXACT opposite of the identities of his fanbase?! part of me thinks hes just another sellout, which in the end is PROBABLY the case, but lets assume otherwise for the sake of arguement. another theory is maybe hes doing ALL of this on purpose, building it up as much as he can and in the end telling them all to look in a mirror, to prove a point...if he did that, id have SO much respect for him!...but no...as i saw him live, hes a 40 some year old overweight sellout who wheezes every 3 seconds...look at your prophet now mansonites...look at yourselves...nothing more that a herd of sheep... Mood: opinionated i guess... Music: none, though Crass WAS playing...
yeah lol i read all my journal entries and wow...i complain too much haha, well now i dont have too much to complain about, really the only thing i want to change in life is job...i dont have one haha....other wise hopefully i wont bitch on here as much anymore haha Mood: im alright Music: Finntroll - Svartberg
ive noticed lately that people feel like i owe them something. everyone will be talking to me and ill say something, and all of a sudden i fucked up and im guilty of something and i owe them something...well, i guess heres my message...I DONT OWE YOU OR ANYONE A FUCKING THING!!!
so take my advice, take your fuck...and take it off....FUCK OFF!! Mood: f.o.a.d. Music: arkaik
sooooo...as some of you know (or even care) i graduated a few weeks ago... since i graduated, my parents...wellll changed..for the worse :/ let me explain my situation:
my parents sit me down to have a talk about "my future" annnd pretty much some exact words were: "reece your not a kid anymore, and i will not treat you like one, at this point your not my son, your a guy im allowing to live in one of my rooms..." annnd...well you can only imagine how peachy i was about THAT statement...and i dont drive, sooo i ask my parents for help driving me to find a job and "well you can walk places"...ok sooo i guess walking in to apply for a job alll sweaty from the heat outside is gonna help...and maybe if my mom would help me drive, id be able to get my license, and do it myself...BUT SHES TOO SCARED!....CAN YOU SAY "WTF?"
so my parents are putting me to work around the house, which is fine and all, i understand, but they have such a shitty attitude about it and think it bothers me sooo THAT part is bothering me not the work itself, and they are CONSTANTLY on my ass about finding a job...its hard to get a job when there ARE NONE and ive applied everywhere in my town... and then after LONG hours of working for like 4 days in a row, yesturday when i finally finish, my mom comes up to me with this list she made FOR me... and here are some goals SHE SET FOR ME (since i guess i cant make my own dicisions anymore)
get a job, go to a college advisor, paint my room, and then at the botto, reads goal: to create a functioning and contributing member of society"....ooook then... AND the biggest thing on this list to me "MUST have a job by labor day" that makes me wonder....OR WHAT?! am i gonna get kicked out?! after allll these years of my mom saying "if you ever need a place to stay, your welcome here" soooooo what, now im NOT welcome?
im stressed about my parents...they are trying to run my life for me, and i have NO say in any of it....just thought id express all this shit online...but idc if you care or not
