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Bloody_CruelPain's Journal
First Journal
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Vote Please
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November 30, 2008, 08:57:pm
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Okay I want to upload a new picture...
But I don't know which one...
so...would you mind helping me?
Picture 1
Picture 2
Mood: None
Music: Lips Like Morphine - Kill Hannah
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Premium!
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November 16, 2008, 04:40:pm
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Wow!!! I'm Premium!! Finally!
[Well just for a month]
But it doesn't matter! I like it!
Thanks Bex
Mood: Happy
Music: Gothic Girl - The 69 Eyes
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The Rasmus Fan!
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October 24, 2008, 04:02:pm
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OH MY GOTH!!!!
I FUCKING LOVE THEM!!!!
I have already their new album (and other eight albums) of THE RASMUS
I love all their songs! I love their music! I love them!!!!
I have gone to two of their concerts!
I hugged the bassist and the guitar player!
I was less than 2 meters from Lauri!!!
My favorite song is....all of them!!!!
Hahaha...I deeply love Ghost Of Love.
You don't know THE RASMUS?
So, watch this video!
Mood: Fanatic
Music: GHOST OF LOVE - THE RASMUS
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I hate this...
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October 18, 2008, 11:14:pm
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Damn...I'm feeling...not good! Fuck! I hate it!
Okay...last wednesday my boyfriend and me went out because we have been together for 2 months...it was nice, he took me out for dinner (to a japanese restaurant), he gave me a black rose, a kinder surprise, a black rag doll and a ghost ballon [pictures soon]. I loved it, I really like spending time with him. So, we were talking on thursday in messenger and I though he will ask me to hang out on friday...because we ALWAYS hang out on friday...the time was running and he hadn't asked me anything yet! Then, he said goodbye [because he was tired, and he wanted to sleep] I could tell him anything else because I have problems with my keyboard, so I sent him a message [cellphone] and wrote him about the problem..and he answered me that it was okay he wanted to sleep already [but I wrote it just expecting that he would tell me how to fix my stupid problem!! But he didn't understand it!] so I sent him "okay, I won't bother you anymore, Bye" and he didn't answer me back because he doesn't have credit anymore... So I started to cry!!! First, he just cared about going to bed, then he didn't want to hang out with me next day! I know he spent a lot on my wednesday, but I just wanted to be with him...even if we were in his home watching a movie! But not... So, that night...I started to cry and I got mad so I cut myself...[last time was 5 months ago] and I went to bed [crying] until 2am.
Then, on Friday this stupid fat chick of my classroom made me mad and I took my pen and hit it against my arm...[this is a new way of hurting myself...after punching my arm with the pen I got some holes in my arm, some of them bleed and then that part gets purple/green/red and I get a bruise and it gets kind of fatty...] So I was alone on friday night...and he didn't get online, so I cried again in the night. Today...I hurt myself again, I wrote his name on my arm with a razor and took some pictures [upload soon] and he called me 49 minutes ago saying that he won't get on because he is with his friend in a night club... and he has no idea of how am I feeling right now...I don't think he had noticed of how did I answer him... I'm thinking of sending him a picture of my scars but I don't want him to feel bad...but I'm so depressed! Why he didn't want to hang out with me?!?!?! We just hang out on Fridays!!!! Just once at week!!!!...he rather prefer to be with his friend than me. So...I'm thinking that I won't be on msn this monday and tuesday...
But the worst part is that I noticed that I love him [don't get me wrong I did love him but I never though too much to make me cry...]
Mood: Depressed
Music: The Rasmus
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QuickKwiz
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October 06, 2008, 09:07:pm
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Huhm...I'm not very good in flirting...damn!
Mood: Bored
Music: Ghost Of Love - The Rasmus
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